Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Monday, March 09, 2009

Tags replied:

sharon: I know you will be fine :) Therefore i shall u see u very soon huh.lovess.
Amandaeveseah: haha so nice n sweet of you. see when got fate to bump into each other again :)
sarah: yeap it's me tt you saw on fri day night. you seem abit drunk , becuz so i didnt expect u would hug me.lol!
Fabion from ex-w45q: noted, :)
Adelson: I love you too ! "pop" i will be there to laugh at you. lovess.
MZ: didnt know u have blog too. lol.alright. :)
naceya: i'm not. and ya it's been a long time i have last seen u . i'm doing fine. u ? take care too.loves.
ping: hahah ><>
nina: sry didnt make it with you guys. next shopping trip inform me again.
mich: sure :)
i'm not vig: vignerd ! heard tt you all didnt manage to sun tan.lols
nabihah: haah so sweet lorh. if u ever forget me i'll kill you. haha my running partner !
baby qian hua: linked :)
jolene: welcome. did u enjoy yrself ?lols tt tym we go abit "up" huh.
umai: miss the gd times.wonder when can we go sheesha with the rest of them again. :(

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Happy birthday to my dearest TAN CAI JING!

Two consecutive days clubbing with her & co.
Tiredness almost kills me , imagine dancing with the killer heels for hours....

Double O .Spending most of the time at o bar after comfrming it's mambo night at double o .Before hand, we were told by friends about it but we just simply refused to heed their advice. Lols.As expected,dancefloor is always packed, I'm fine with it. But it gets irritating when people kept on walking here and there, it furthers constraint that lil pathetic space . We had to stop and stop and still STOP because of "them".
I love partying with my girls!

When the party gets started.....

Switched to Raining Bar at 1am plus due to the unbearable crowds.We rather be in a place where we can relax and chill than to squeeze with the crowd. While shandy continued to dance with her Bf & co, Ivan came to fetch us there. The guys played pool and we girls sing and camwhored. Till 3am plus, ivan drove us home.

Taken when we were at Cine.

Friday night :@ Rebel.

Last min decision to go drink or club, cabbed down to clark quay during midnight .And I guess we randomly choose this club? My first time there and glad to say,I've enjoyed. Rated as one of my favourite clubbing place but it was abit ruined when I had a lil tiff with BF. Thing patched up soon and I must admit at times I'm abit over. After clubbing, cabbed to "Sabai sabai" one of the Tanjong pagar pub to go home with Dear.

Pictures are freaking ugly, my face look super shag la.

Tender love.

For love is the heart's immortal thirst to be completely known and all forgiven.
I love you boy.

In the end , I still couldnt make it to the sentosa trip. Apologized. Looking forward to the shopping trip with Nina, vig they all :)

Meanwhile I need to look for temp jobs again, spending quite alot recently . Arggg.

I need infinite money !

Food for thought:

Love can turn to haterd.

And so when there's no more love, there's no more haterd?

Y3:15 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Sunday, March 01, 2009

Update Update .....
amandaeveseah: ok sure nu er :).
sharon: shorty bb mei, meet up soon again.
azza: alright. haha really, i tink i wil also be changing my blog song soon .
jolene: updated dearies.
xin : lols when are u going to korean. 4 months right.
sally : finally got meet uo with you all. soon again huh.
jiayun : the one that says dunknow lehx. lols

I'm simply enjoying the way I'm living now, how I wished it never ends.
Days are like nights, nights are like days, I'm not restricted to do whatever I like to a great extent.
Back to reality, holiday can never be enough to satisfy me/others.
I just couldn't suppress my annoyance which keeps me grumbling away.
I , myself sometimes get irritated too .

However,I'm contented to meet up with most of my lovelies like ,mun ling, jolene,carrie, ping hui, sharon, cai jing, pei xian, sze ying, sally etc. Years of friendship wasn't built in a day so I can never get bored of meeting them. And also because of time factor, it reveals how bastard some "friends " can be. Forget about it, they are just so redundant in my life .

To my surprise, I passed my year 1. GPA is of course not with flying colours but enough for me to be delighted. Well, studies was never to my liking and I'm struggling so hard for the sake of the fking diploma.Thus I've low expectation for my studies.I just pray hard I'm able to endure through the three years.

Looking at the post, I'm so wordy. So I will get on with the pictures ....
Pictures :

I finally met up with her ! Yesterday we were still thinking how we get to know each other and become so close after that. From we were around 14 year old till now :) The times when neoprint was a trend.Lols.Still remember , we can be so "cute" to cry and hug together when one of us is unhappy, chatting on the phone till early morning, drinking and tonning etc . So many great memories. One of my great friends despite the seldom meet up.And when we meet, we will be gossiping away. She knows how much I love her. ahaha. right?

Next,

This shorty ( our nicknames )knew her through web and one of the few rare people I would stay contact with. From a small girl to lady, as time passes we actually got closer. We have got more and more stuffs to talk about. Someone whom I can entrust my secrets to , she's such a caring mei.
ps : everything will be alright ok , u got to be strong. We will be there for you.

My valentine.. Happy 7th month, 01,03,09 .
BoyFriend's in army right now and he's unable to book out last weekends. Damm the field trip, I can only be anticpating for this wed to see him again. Valentine's day , everywhere we go were so packed and in the end, we dined at SBW fish & co. I don't know if it's because the whole place was packed with people, their standard dropped tremendously. Awful dinner I had on val's day. I guessed he like the present I've given because that's what he wants and so do I. Thanks my love .

self made chocolate for 7 special friends .

By now , they've already know who they are. I felt awkward when giving them because it's the first time I'm doing so .lols. And now you know how much I cherish you all :).

Double 0
The night before val's day, double 0.
Seriously I prefer double 0 so much so much as compare to zouk. Music and atmosphere super uppp. But there's one door bitch that didn't allow us to enter , telling us min age is 20 yr old. =.=. Anyway we had our ways to enter. What's wrong with the bitch . $#@%#%. Thanks those who have taken care of me when I'm almost drunk.

Cai jing,I always enjoyed clubbing & drinking with her. Know her for really long and we don't quarrel because she knows my personality well and vice versa.Couldnt believe we were only classmate once before in pri sch and we could be so close till now. One great friend to chill out with , we always find crazy things to do and talk about all sort of stupid things.lovesss.

My dearie ! It's through friend's friend that I get to know her . Afer a few outings and that's how I get close with her.You can never lack of listening ear if you know her.She would be there to give you her piece of advice. It's been a long time since I have club with her. I miss the times when we are still going underage party, she would definetly be one of peeps dancing with me.
So I wanna club with her real soon.

And my besties, I love them alot too . I'm really thankful to them for helping out on my studies during sec school. When teachers asked me questions, they will be sure to help me. I wanna meet them soon again.

Nina, my eating partner. She's the closest to me during sem 2.

Sentosa trip next sat with the few others, I'll try my best to make it :)

my sem 2 class, w45Q :)

Finally I'm done with my updates!
Happy weekends for the everyone of you reading my post.
lovess.

Y1:24 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.