Tuesday, July 31, 2007


FINALLY 17 !




when the time pass 12, i am warmly greeted by mani wishes.I was realli elated for those i did not expect that they will remember my birthday and they actaully did.The presents i received this year are much much unique and memorable compared to last year .lols.Really appreciate and touched,thanks once again^^.



GET RID OF THESE BLUES
Single again for this year birthday,hopefully next year it's gonna be special.Haha.I would still prefer to hunt slowly for my Mr.right than to rush to it.Truthfully,i hope this year i would be spending my birthday with is him*.Sadly, this has not turned into reality,it was other who gonna spend with me.And of course i was not filled with dismay, we had broke up for quite some time.Just to say that, i have been one year older and my thinking shall change .These few months despite umpteen times trying to salvage the relationship, i still failed and its badly failed.I have not pinned on any hope like how i used to do because my task now is to get him out of my mind.Sounds so easy and yet it takes such a long period of determination and courage.so unbelievable, flame turn to dust.in the blink of an eye, everything is no longer the same.the beautiful days with him turned to history and be a part of memories.it's so tired holding on something that wont come back.the pain accumulated over the time.who will know how deep the wound has gone to, no one will but myself.time shall be the healer, eliminate away the sorrows that is kept inside my heart.the next relationship i should thus cherish it very much because i want to show what i did not show out in the past.i dont want this word exist.REGRET.


you are engraved on my mind*
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away.
i'll keep on trying to find my way.
i need a miracle.






i shall end my post here.going out with someone to watch movie.take care guys :)





Y12:50 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.


Monday, July 30, 2007


MEMORABLE DAY~





Thanks these peeps for coming and the presents.lovess~

Sze Ying,Pei Xian,Yong Xiang,Valeries,Xin Li,Xiao Lao Shu,Hong Ling,Limin,Jolene,Javier,Daniel,Darry,Desmond,Wilson,Arain,Wei jin.


MY HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE CELEBRATION ^^

Time to update this rusty blog of mine.

Celebrated my birthday on the last saturday eating steamboat at Marina South!Though i was abit dissappointed that some of my good friends did not turn up due to some reasons. Afterall it's still the heart that matters right.Hahs.

Meet my dearie at amk mrt station around four plus,train down to bugis to find Xin Li&co.Stepped into the arcade, saw alot of peeps that normally hangout at Sun Plaza were at there too .Partly they were there to celebrate Elwin's birthday .so HAPPY BIRTHDAY yeap!Yakking with them till Xiao Lao Shu & co came. Then the 8 of us went bugis street jalan.Li Min and Jolene suddenly had the desire to pirece their belly thus we proceed to the shop where i last work at.I must have been seeing things when my ex-boss and boss lady talk to me.=.=It was hilarious throughout the pirecing process,everyone was uttering nonsense, laughing so loud like nobody's business.Something happened*shall not mention what. Hahas.After that winnie & lao shu' fren left.


The steamboat time almost slipped my mind.Wei Jin , Arain and Wilson were already at marina south waiting for quite some time,getting impatient. So we quickly rushed back arcade to find Xin Li &co and train down together.Finally by nine plus, i get everyone to settle down, it was not an easy task.lols. Hong Ling,Jolene, Xiao Lao Shu and Limin did not eat. It's so sweet of them to come still ~ We cut the cake first before it melts.It was so embarassing when i stand on the chair while they sang me the birthday song.Somebody's stupid idea~.So many people were looking at me lorh.Bumped into my sch's friends at the toilet, so long since i last saw them.Dealing with the live prawns was the most interesting part,the expression on our face.Laughs*ten something, one by one left and left onli xin li&co.



Wei Jin,Darry,Wilson,Des , Xin and i went destiny pub chill out, something is bottling me up , i drown my sorrows but was unsuccessful because i was not drunk.Thanks Wei Jin, Darry and Des for trying to cheer me up.2am something cabbed home with xin li and a girl working there,Yu Yin .had a nice chat. We talked about alot of things throughout the ride, she is just one year older than me.Well maybe we would see each other again perhaps at destiny pub ? Had an enjoyable day.^^ I LOVES YOU GUYS!



PHOTOS:


michelle*




javier*




hong ling*




limin*





xiao lao shu*




at destiny pub*




i wish upon a star*




Y10:58 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.


Tuesday, July 10, 2007


my blog is going to rot for some time perhaps*


after some thoughts decided not to put password anymore.
instead i am having one more new blog url but it's gonna be private,
noone is linked in there and onli a few peeps who are close to me will know.

guys wait for mi to tell u yeap !




this blog should be temporary left to rot.
think by the time i blog back, it's going to be dead, all my readers are gone.LOL.
but nvm larh,
didnt want to delete it becuz beautiful memories lies within .



some photos to upload:


lovely <33


mi & jolene dearie <33



mi & xiao lao shu :DD



finally get to meet.lols



kewei&javier





at cine take derr :)




chris, me,cai jing,jolene,jasmine,renata, going home.lols



One more night I wanna to be with you .




I still feel your touch in my dreams



so far away.

You are all I can remember After all that we’ve been throughForever in my heart.Now I’m throughAnd truth is like November.Still can’t believe it’s true.Too long we’ve been apart.

140407 , the day i stand alone.
the day i told myself i must learn to be strong.
n i am still learning.
he's happy now and i could see
all the best to him *




Y8:37 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.


Wednesday, July 04, 2007


in the blink of an eye, i have been working at bugis street for 2 weeks plus lerh .That was realli fast.now to compare, bugis street and toa payoh, i would still prefer bugis street though its far, cause its definitely much more fun .

and its time for mi to be thrifty!
recently spent so much on shopping. i am broke. HAHA.

i miss my friends alot :).

think soon, i am going to put password in my blog.
onli ppl who are close to me will be able to acess to it.
so that i can say what i like and express what i feel freely :)





Y9:50 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.




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