Saturday, September 30, 2006
nowadays, time just passed so quicky that i can hardly breathe.in the blink of an eye,30 more days left to my doom,quailed.i was already way behind others and yet every piece of my work was atrociously done.now there are so much things to accomplish.stress!
finally, i have knocked some sense into myself,started revising for the past two days.realli hope it continues this way barh. lastly a big thanks to those who have been helping mi all along in my studies.
my piority now is to
MUG HARD.
resisitng the temptaions of shopping and playing.sighs.
gd luck to those taking N's.
A flame that burns twice as bright, burns only half as long.But It's better to burn out, than to slowly fade away.
50% disappointed 50% not.my decision is right afterall :))
Y10:31 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Sunday, September 24, 2006
many things that i have been bottling up,and now it seems that i cant hold on anymore. all e on goings struck like hammer blows. the unsettled problem,i am worn out, stop probing mi will you, i have enough problems. listening to the lyrics of some sentimental songs,it reminiscent me of many things.things that used to be were no longer the same.it just changed so drastically. the torments i'm going through, i have beem feigning through. yet at tyms i still break down.tears rolling down like turning on e tap . i missed the past,the pure innocent days where there's no troubles.carefree and simple. i missed e peeps that have now drifting away frm mi. busily with our own life, friends,studies. still,i really thanks them for been dere during my darkest period of life.how i wished i could rewind.and in love,even myself have no idea what i want.my mind is in a whirl. i chose not to reply those msges,what do those ppl tink words are. just few words and they expect mi to take in, i am not going to believe easily. bk to my recovered wound,i saw him ytd and i contain my calmness. glad that i didnt even shed a tear.though he had hurted mi so deep and badly before, i still wished he will find his happiness soon again, just loves to see him happy. and as for studies, it suxs to the core. i'm getting worried as the days getting nearer =/
All good things must come to an end.
It's just one of those things.
Y5:58 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Friday, September 22, 2006
sumthing that has load off my mind alot.
my prelims is finally over,have gotten back some of my results and it suxs terribly.this shall give me a source of motivation to mug hard for my coming o's.
also shall post a post to thnxs sumone .lols
19sep06 monday
that toopid hands of mine spoilt my brother's hp and now i have to take up e responsiblilty to send it to repair. that dreadful day , but still i must thanks eric for accompanying me throughout.first, we went to east point.waiting so long for our turn to come and eventually i still went bk tt day to collect e phone when they informed mi tt they were unable to help.wth,we were at tamp le.so took bk and headed to orchard,wisma.this tym e queue was 2 times longer.so to kill time, we went taka,bought food and sumone denied that he wanted to eat too.lols.luckily we were back right on time.settling finished,we walked to dobby ghout n take train bk.yawns.
i loathe people who dont keep their promises.
Y5:34 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Friday, September 15, 2006
HApPy BIRTHDAY TO YONG XIANG ~
today was yong xiang's birthday!and, so we had a celebration with her.
it was nothing spectacular but we had a splendid day.
meet out 12noon at sbw and as usual i was late=x.we headed to cine and have our meal in a jap resturant.the waitress serving us had us all in hysterics.a blur sotong can, keeps forgetting this that.lol.due to e tight schedule, we didnt go kboxing which was planned supposingly .we shopped round e mall instead.meanwhile was also searching for yong xiang's bdae cake and there was not even a shop selling!we settled on a cheesecake as a resort.pathetic~sat at a corner and sang her bdae song.and one nonsensical cleaner forbade her to eat e cake there=.=.
forget abt it, we went far east and one by one was having leg cramp,lmao.at there,dere's"sumthing"which made my heart pumping spastically and i shall not mention much.hahas,lips better be sealed to those who know what okay.lols den dere was nothing much,just walking round e mall umpteen times. by 6pm sumthing we went bk to sbw.next destination was to go sbw park drink all tt.onli two were drinking ,yong xiang and mi.n asking them to go was like getting blood from a stone,they eventually relented and went with us with the exception of jia yi and sze ying.
the sky was finally dark and it was drizzling.pei xian n sally were worried for us as they had to go soon, lefting the two of us only.starting i was juz little tipsy and we had a good laughed .as i drank and smoke continously,i was making a spectacle of myself .i was shouting like no body's business.one moment we started to reveal secrets.sorts of pouring out sorrows.frm dere, i feel alot,everyone has their own problems but they dont show.big thanks to her for taking care of mi till i reached hm and so sry abt being such a nuisance.n now i have catched a cold and headache.perhaps going to slp again soon.
eaten at cine. fairly graded.
AMERICAN CHEESECAKE,subsitution for her cake.lols couldnt find a proper cake 
bdae gerl,YONG XIANG and mi .
shall always stay this way.bestiies.
cherish those who are always there for you.
Y3:49 PMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Wednesday, September 13, 2006
the sands of time are running out, left few more hours before school starts.
shag,i am dog tired.
the worst nightmare,mugging on my physic now which is a bloody freaking subject i dreaded.
this is e result of my procrastination,blames noone but myself.
so to ppl taking their o's or exams,i shall say this
Time is of the essence .
lols.
prelims till 20sep.
will be blogging on this friday.
Y9:37 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Sunday, September 10, 2006
the terrible foul mood i had in e morning.feeling my blood was boling with rage.it's like e whole world have offended me.i tried to contain my anger but at last i blasted it out due to a trivial matter.to my family, i am making a mountain out of a molehill.yes i am, i admitted but i juz get so pissed off.neither do i want to get fare up nor using profanities on mum.though i could see my sister's face was contorted with rage and fury,so what?i dun give a darm.we juz had so much gaps in between,e lacking of communication.she wont understand mi and vice versa.it's beyond my control tt moment is all i could say.hate me for all you want.
ps: thanks bbsharon mei to have been dere for me this few days listening to my problems , i do appreciate.
i'm alrdy embarking on a new journey.so tired of this world.truth and lies, it's so hard to tell.
Y12:42 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Thursday, September 07, 2006
it has been been ages since i have ton.after hanging round sun plaza till 8pm sumthing.i went home and rest all tt.stepping out from house at 10pm sumthing to meet eric at tamp .together with one of his friend, we took cab to east coast.it was his brother's bdae n so it was like their brothers gathering.reaching there,i was feeling abit awkward la as i dun know them.but they are friendly.throughout i was giving eric alot of hassle,becuz of mi he was made walking miles n miles till he was on e verge to go berserk, claiming tt he had sum "discomfort", massive grumblings was expected from him.LOL.
we came across a cute cat while walking and been folly ,i gave it to a uncle.i regretted sumhow,e cat was superby cute. basically e night was spent playing poker cards, chatting, walking and watching them play billard,drink.till 6am sumthing he sent mi bk.n i went to 406 cofeeshop to meet yong xiang,pei xian and sze ying for breakfast.by coincidence, i saw jason.after they went off for sch, i sat with jason n his friend.had a short conversation and he walked mi home.by 10am,i was sound asleep.completely drained.overall it's quite an enjoyable day .
my mind is in a whirl
i cant make up my mind what i want
Y2:28 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Tuesday, September 05, 2006
mi & XINLI sistaz*
two retards ~
at times,Ignorance is bliss.
Take me to far away.Away to your secret place
Take my tears my fears.Take all my pain for which
I'll repay someday with a kiss and say
Can't believe that i'm in love,in love again
Y8:17 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Saturday, September 02, 2006
starting to realise tt i am living happier without him.dere's no more burden,i dun have to care what he thinks,his feeling,everything.i should be thankful to him instd, he made mi learn alot of things.becuz of him i have becum a stronger person.now looking bk, i laugh at my folly.i done so much so much.so much even without realising how much effort i had put in.does he thinks abt it? e ans is explicit frm what i see now.it's alright since i dun feel hurt animore.once i put in my entire heart and soul to love him but he broke it like no body's business.all e shattered pieces was finally mended bk through e healing of time.it's long and e scars will alwaes be dere.nv am i gonna drown myself again.people change drastically,so fast tt u couldnt even catch up with e changes.making it so hard for mi to trust again.
Y11:09 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Friday, September 01, 2006
she's my one&only BBmei.SHARONx!
ytd was teacher's day celebration. sally,sze ying n i went to canberra pri sch after e celebration ended. we went there not to look for e teachers but for e food..lolls we kinda missed e food dere n to our disappointment,it was not as delicious as before. lottering round e sch,we chanced upon mani different lvls students.they were super hyperactive and reeled with unfettered joy. we yearned for such carefree life whr it's a naive thinking at this particular point of tym.
after tt met up with my my BBsharon mei ,she came to sun plaza to meet mi.we walked rounds n rounds which was extremely bored but we did have sum joys n fun. we were bickering all e way over tt i was short for my age n she was not. i told her tt no matter what, she juz cant deny e fact i was taller than her lo.hahaas.nonetheless taking plenty pics together!
laterly cai jing came to find mi, as usual we were troubled by where to go,spore is plain boring small niazz .thought for so long, we headed to orchard,at least we could do some shoppings.so for e two consecutive days we were slacking at cine.when i went to food court to buy fruits, e teenage guy serving mi was darm hilarious la.his actions n words.LOL despite e boring atmosphere, we still managed to put on a smile.n i didnt realise wearing heels is such a hassle till td..lols~
haissh feeling darm troubled recently.
e uncomfortable feeling has been gnawing at me all day.
i couldnt explain why , noone undertsands cuz neither do i.
it's definitely not becuz of him
Y3:58 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
E LADY,KEWEI
MY FRIENDSTER.
Your Royal Highness
