Saturday, August 26, 2006
freed frm eveything is e best feeling .
Y10:47 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Friday, August 25, 2006
Went causeway point with my 5 bestiies plus alvin!everything was done hastily again.it was actually a outing to buy teacher's day present ferr their beloved f&n teacher.i tagged along for an ulterior motive, EATING =x.. haas .so everyone was complaining famished n after procrastinating for so long, we settled on sakae sushi.Only Jia yi didnt join us as sumthink crops up.we were all saturated with laughters until e sight of e cashier tt killed our mood.Her attitude suxs,there's a definite edge in her voice when she asked for e payment as if we have offended her lorh__pu bor kia! after tt i went to smk n they avoided mi like a plague.lols simply becuz they disliked e cigg smell ~in Mini Toons almost everything captivated us. We were in a dilemma to buy tt cute pig or tt strawberry tissue holder or wad. Spending about 45 mins in e shop,finally everything was settled.it was 7pm sumthing by den,they rushed fer their tution.As for sally and alvin, they accompanied me to sun plaza to cut my fringe to change my parting.it was realli a relieved to them when they didnt hear mi grumbling,i was quite satisfied la x) waiting for my hair to grow longer n longer.
No more anguish
i see no point doing tt where it will onli hurt myelf.
even though i might still care,it's simply becuz it's a habit
Y8:38 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Thursday, August 17, 2006
tue had my eng o's lvl oral and my percentage of passing was obviously low. i kept on stammering n dere was not even a single usage of bombastic words. aniway dere's no point pondered over it, it's over n i am finished..lols.guess frm now on till o's, life is basically gonna be hard for mi..endless homework is piling up n dere's plenty to catch up with.i regretted neglecting my studies all this while.Hopefully dere is still chance to salvage the situation.A bad piece of new,my math teacher is gonna be my so called "personal math intensive tutor" frm now .. hells man~ i hate her teaching style n she expects mi to pass by her teaching =.= tt's incredible ! i wanted to pass my math badly,so i will try.A miracle tt i actually turned up for my physic class after sch n onli a few attended.it was a waste of tym as nth realli went into my head
onli true friends are alwaes dere to share yr weal n woe~
ps: wanted to say sumthing nice of him, but nth comes to my head..LOL~maybe dere's too mani flaws in him =p go slp larh,dont wet yr bed,bastard,ugly guy,or gui tao,xiao tou gui,ah pek! sweet dream.lols
i'm treating him as an ordinary fren finally. for the past one week,mani things were lingering on my mind.At tyms i looked bk,it's foolish~it will onli fill mi with nostalgia again..now i have stopped!dere are sumthings he'll nv get to know or even realise,let it be.i learnt to accept n forget x)
Y8:03 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Monday, August 14, 2006
Td did not went sch again,i was totally drained out ever since tt day i ton...
So gonna have a long beauty slp to recuperate..lols
deleted my previous post,aniway i've gottaz a c5 for my chinese o's lvl.it was disappointing.
Luckily dere is still one more opportunity left,bless*.
Prelim is around e corner..n eng o's lvl oral is in 2 days tym i tink ..STRESS~
Gd luck for those hu are having their exams now..jia you~ x)
Oh my pretty pretty boy I love you
Like I never ever loved no one before you
Pretty pretty boy of mine
Just tell me you love me too
Oh my pretty pretty boy
I need you
Oh my pretty pretty boy I do
Let me inside
Make me stay right beside you
it has been almost two months since e last tym we met.maybe it's a gd thing afterall,it makes forgetting him a easier task ..i know it's juz a matter of tym.i've no more regrets,at least i know i had tried my best n things juz cant work out fine
Y2:15 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Saturday, August 12, 2006
Tym files ,in a speck of light,weekends are gonna over..sianz~
met up with my cute hwee ling baobei ed marina square! so sweet of her to have kept mi company till my frens came x) finally wei jin,arian,gilfred and des reached.A terrible mistake made by des, he introduce us e wrong route.i was darm shag but its alright since a flick of guilt was injected in him..haas =x n luckily e site was a nice view ~
after e firework,i went to find cj n her one fren ed e 711..darm~ it was a hassle to meet,e mall was darm big!i still couldnt rmb e way till now.On e way, i have bumbed into a quite number of friends x).11pm sumthing we reached sbw,went to buy sumthing to fill my stomach..sitting outisde 711, chun leng n kong long happened to walk pass n we chatted awhile..chun leng had changed so much...lols guessed sum of u guys noe wad i mean
2am sumthing afandi jio mi out to his house to watch tyoko drift with hong yi,orh kuay,my cousin n sister..since i was bored i agreed.we walked to blk341 to find them n we lie to them.."we r std"..LOL n they eventually taken in .. we were giggling away~ expecting it to be a difficut task.e show seemed bored to us?none of us was realli captivated by tt show .suddenly his father came out frm e room n drive us out..lols!The rest of them continued to slck ard, claiming tt "e night is still young" ... i went home.my eyes were closing,it was 6am not 6pm=.= haas but instd of slping right away.. i went to blog..it's 9am...slping time!
it's romantic to watch with e one u love
i'm getting over it.. one step out of e nightmare..wad's love all abt.i'm lost.sumone show mi e way out
Y3:25 PMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Tuesday, August 08, 2006
Finally this yr, i get to sit bk n relax watching e parade throughout,free frm band!it was kinda a pretty fine parade n band impressed mi e most (: holidays fer quite sum tym ..shiok~
td was gg to watch e fireworks ed esplanade.Met up ed 6.30pm,LATE =x wei qiang waited fer mi n we went to orcahrd to meet shafiq.On e way,saw eric(css) n this was e first tym seeing him craps so much..lols~reaching marina square, we were famished.went to e food court n it was getting on my nerves to squeeze through
Meeting arian,wei jin,daniel and you xiang too and luck was on my side.By sheer coincidence, saw them while walking round marina sqaure,des tag along a shortwhile.We were having a hard tym finding tim,we walked umpteen tyms round n round.Actually one group was my sch mates n another was my outside fren so u noe e diffcuities to communicate...lols~
a disaster to be e onli ger,kanaa di siao =.= finally find a suitable spot to watch.As a shorty, i had to tip toe to film down lols n those toopid heads blocked my way~Merely ten minutes n we wasted lots of tym .We waited at one spot as i was meeting cai jing after everthing ends.Both of us were darm du lan.she dun understand my words,vice versa .After tt, my sch mates went off first n e remaining of us went to plaza sing , went to arcade.11pm sumthing we went home x) lol wad a wearisome day
dey were posing like models..lols!
The firework was glorious x)
A pity tt i didnt manage to get e firework vedio uploaded
sumtym i wondered have him ever loved mi wholeheartedly or he was juz playing all along
gonna wish him all e best for his relationship x)
trying my best to put everything behind n be indifferent to it.
Y10:34 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Saturday, August 05, 2006
Taggies on 5aug are all replied here
SHARONx: sure,u muz oso blog more ok.. i'll be viewing everyday!misses*
celeste:takiress too x)
YongRen: kor,mi ar, boring life~how abt u ? lols u n her how lerh? i am KPO
aloy:lols i whr got bz,juz happen i was doing sumthing,next sat free jio yi hui they all out norh.we go out tgh but i noe u r lazy~lolls
si min:thxs, its alrights. i should be saying sry to u to have pour out my sorrow.sure next tym we will have a longer chat
Hwee ling:haas it's oso recenlty tt i noe this singer.terrific singer rite! i have juz update le horx =D
Sally:i'm lazy =x.. ehh u muz jia you horx..FORGET~ takiress
miin:haas i can see tt..when's our turn?LOL
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days are too monotonous and tons of hw is waiting fer mi to complete....but all i have been doing is watching e tym pass by,thinking lots of redundant stuffs .
ps:sumone says wan to jian fei,i doubt he can do it.....hahahs~
it seemed tt i can get hold of my feeling xD
did i feign through?
Y8:55 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
Tuesday, August 01, 2006
detention~ tio due to umpteen late comings =.=
seeing one by one leaving e room,lefting onli three person particularly yx,mi n one guy
it was like sigh**
i hoped it was me walking out..lols
had a small conflict with a group of lower sec guys td, dey buey loon, i was buey loon too!
was darm pissed off by their pollutive noises
haas but it did not realli kill my mood after a few moment tyms
n tmr's sch... OFF
it has been a long tym since i pon liaos okays ~
so dun nag at mi~ xD
after so long of struggling, i've realised tt everything can nv be salvaged bk..tt kind of feeling no longer existed between us...wadever he does no longer is my business or i should say it's none of my business since e brkup..yes i admitted ,at first ,i'm filled with dissapointment, his acts,e way he ans all tt but now it doesn't matter animore... in my eyes ,he's juz a friend now..he's contented with his life, tt's gd...dere's sumone hu can brighten up his days..to be truthful,i've envisaged this outcome..we can no longer be e kind of fren 1 yr bk i guess..dere's nthing much to talk to each other now.. playing 02jam,OCH e first tym holding hand,little india,plaza sing,tonning ed sbw park were e best glamorous memories.. yes it was a past.. n i noe it will onli gona be mi hu'll rmb all dis,so i shouldnt cling on..he have headed to e new route n so should i.. i shall stop my sillyness, it brings nth but hurt ...i've died my heart on u
e day u'll get to see this will be e day when i can regard u as an ordinary fren (:
Y10:34 AMY
I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.
E LADY,KEWEI
MY FRIENDSTER.
Your Royal Highness
