Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Thursday, October 26, 2006

in the blink of an eye, it's HAPPY ONE WEEK .

td would be exactly one week together with him . indeed he had tried his best gaining my trust and love,showering me with love and care.

that silly pig of mine,wanted to give me a sheer surprise at 12.00am sharp.but guessed what, he failed.lols.my phone was off and he couldnt contact me.he called for abt 15,16,17 times and lastly he did manage to pass me that present.there was nine hearts inside the box and two more items, he told me that whenever i begin to lost faith in him, i could open up the 9 hearts whr he had written sumthing on it. lols.it did put on a smile on my face. heez

so bascially these entire one week, i was with him most of the times, going out,slack etc.FOLLY, i didnt even know that wed was the last day of school. lols ended having the hassle of going back sch just to clear my books under the desk.zzz. secondary sch life has finally came to an end,i was elated as well as doleful. there wont be any more chances sitiing down together with my bestiies cracking jokes, i doubt that i gonna miss the times with them pretty much .they have been the ones going through with me so much laughters and sorrows. i love them larhh :)). after the o's , i am definitely gonna meet sum of the peeps that i have not been contacting for quite some time, i miss them ! ( cai jing u are one of them for sure =p)

not in the mood to study but i cant evade from that. after slacking for so long, it's time to get back to the old track,mug hard. i wan to get out of that fking sch and i deeply needs to do so~

Never put off until tomorrow what you can do today.
forget forget ~ eliminate all those unhappiness.

Y4:06 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Thursday, October 19, 2006

after so much of hesitation and consideration,i made a crucial decison.least he had fulfilled what he had once said, that touches my heart, bit by bit. hopefully this is the beautiful beginning of a new chapter of my life.

19/10/06 - LSP, the da sha gua.

the lil things he did.

it takes time to trust.
ps: give me more time to adapt :))

Y9:50 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

It never rains but it pours.

suddenly having the passion to post an entry.well,so many things have been happening .there's good and bad,be it either which,everything that happens has its own reason.no point pondering over those downcast stuffs.it's just rather some redundant thoughts =/

good way of consolling myself luh.lols.

here goes the pourings:
the first
counting three days back,i have finally saw it with my own eyes sumthing which i have been yearning to see for a long time.the first reaction was "dejected".putting on a brave front,feigning through with a smile.how dumb can i be hurh?manifestly knowing that my mood will be affected and i chose to see. till now i still cant fathom why why why,it's a qns that has been bothering me. sighs.

the second
an abrupt change , what's happening?he has been a great friend to me for abt 1 yr , always endless of jiao wei to chat.sumone who knows my sorrows too.it's such a pity that we are no longer contacting.all e best for his o's =)maybe he knows i am refering to him maybe not. friends always.

the third
screwed up ! o's lvls is coming. i am still not mentally and pysically prepared. even if i were to deprive of sleep, i still couldnt finish mugging.see ,how way behind my studies is. GOSH.2 days to science practical,13 days to retaking of chinese and 20 days to the rest of the written papers.bless me ~

let nature take its course :))

Y5:05 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

studying is just so plain TEDIOUS ,hope o's can faster pass larh ~

some picture that i have taken within the past one week:

george's master piece.

jason's master piece.

lols wad a "hello kitty" lor.

kenneth and me

L.O.V.E,beautiful

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lastly me :))

pretty penny of thoughts.

Y9:10 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Wednesday, October 04, 2006

DARM,my handphone was spoilt and sent to repair for two days. i loathed waiting !

hmm, didnt attend school again due to some unforseen circumstance.
ton and i was really exhuasted.
together with 3 others, we went far east to play pool.
a super noob i was,making a spectacle of myself .
lols.
tink i've to better brush up my mediocre skill.
was supposingly gg to do my revision after towning but i went clubbing .
really had a whale of time at there and i am yearning for it again !
there's sumthing dreadful happened too.shall not mention much.shudder*

i am starting to slack.OMG

Y7:29 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, October 02, 2006

feeling extremely fatigued
so
i didnt attend school td.
i knew it's not going to be beneficial to mi
but
there's not going to be tons of work to do and asinine comments & moronic faces from e chers.
a tide of joy washed over me to be extricated from all this.
also i must admit that,
i kinda miss school since one more month i wont get to sit &chat as usual with my bestiies.
everyone's mugging hard,jia you.

ltr going town :))
i miss shopping,waiting for e coming sat!

Y8:48 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.