Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

REMINISCENCE*

-The darkest hour is just before the dawn.

Again, i am quite addicted to drinking and perhaps Friday going DXO drink. In the blink of an eye, i am going to take my o's math exactly same as last year in one month plus time.Like a repeat cycle, mugging at mos burger.But this time round, i must not disappoint myself.Action speaks louder than words. So let's wait till the result out and say.All i know is that my passing rate only 50-50.

Within a year, so much changes going on around me. Some friends come and some friends go , new things appear and some are gone.Though there is no good in goodbye, that's life.No choice but to accept it,isnt it.I am just glad that those peeps i cherish alot still stood beside me , no matter through the good or bad times.They will be there to give me their endless encouragement and advices.All these keeps mi going on, true friends listen to what you dont say.Esp that someone, i shall not mention the name for some reason.Special thanks to him, he is really a great friend for being my almost 24/7 listening ear for this few months. One of the best thing in life is knowing them.Hearts*

The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts.Thus all along i am given an answer.Time has revealed and tells me what to do which is why i have chosen to remain silence all this while. 人在做，天在看.I believe one day , everything will be made known.I will get a clear picture of the doubts i am having.All the disappointment shall become a speck of dust as time goes by.There are many tears in the heart that never reach the eye.Its always too early or its too late.Sometimes once you miss it, it will never be back.Well, maybe its really not meant to be.It's time to move on.Now i only want to keep the beauitful past forgetting all the hurt and bad times. Forgive& never forget.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.I want to embrace them.Cherish them.And never forget they come so few and far between.I know that whatever life takes me, moment will always follow.They remind me of what's really important.It's not just life but living.It's the journey ,the desitnation,and all the points in between.And i must admit, i like what i see.

As i walk away, i remember...
& i hope you do.

Y8:48 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI JIN & YONG XIANG !

Chalet

Cheers.

Birthday Boy

The fun night

East coast

BBQ

Foods.

With Loves

Here how it goes:
Attended Wei Jin's chalet and there were around 17 people staying there.So it was rather squeezy and i didnt have a peaceful sleep those night for they are so noisy lurh.I loved it when night time falls.That's when craziness and enjoyment begun,drinking and BBQ are no exception as you can expect.The whole place was blasted with rnb& techno songs making the atmosphere so great.Kinda miss it uhs especially the beautiful scenery.Good times dont last, it ended so quickly.Most of the people there or which i could say, everything are okay only that i wanna cursed that knnb pcb who spoiled my day.As for Yong Xiang's advanced birthday celebration, organised a BBQ.Went to Sun plaza Fairprice to buy the food and stuffs.All of us were like aunties carrying alot of plastic bags.Lols. A hassle for all the preparation but it's worth doing as the hard work is paid off .We enjoyed and i am awaiting for more of such event.

Recently i am getting pretty lazy to blog thus the post is random.My sleeping time is so messed up,active in the night and tired in the day.No school, no time restriction.Lols.Anyway I wanna go on a shopping spree and sentosa with my dearest friends soon.So much more to say but my eyes are closing.Alright, turning in now.Nights.

-There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

Y12:11 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Tuesday, September 11, 2007

DEAR DIARY,

Here i am to update.Guess it's gonna be a busy week this week with a number of events coming up.Flu and sore throat visited me due to the numerous days of late sleeps and its really awful to fall sick.Shall turn in early and smoke less for the sake of getting well.Talking about my hesitation,in the end,I did turn up for the party at Velvet and i enjoyed dancing with the girls esp with Rebecca&co,Cai Jing,Shirley,Mei Shi,Xiao Shan!It was a right decision to go.Over the week, catched a movie,Premonition. Rated fucking poor which i highly recommened people not to watch it.The storyline is so confusing. Saturday tonning at the lan shop was driving me nuts cuz i was trembling with cold throughout the night~It must be one of the reason causing me to be down with flu.darm it.Yesterday was supposingly to be studying session with my besties and it ended up chit-chatting session.Hahs.We just simply cant resist the temptation of gossiping lurhs.And nighttime, one alien named adelson invaded sembawang for visting.Spouting nonsense all the way and poor him to have waited around 20 minutes for a cab in the lonely midnight.Hahs!Tml going amk play pool and maybe watching movie with Jia sheng.Anticipating for Yong Xiang's Bdae celebration on Thursday and Wei jin's chalet,not going to be at home from Friday to Sunday.Lots of stuffs waiting for me to pack,hope its gonna be fun.

I am satisfied with the way things are now,i am not going to fret over any problems.Just let nature take its course.I have come to term with it. I have my friends around, nice besties and friends that i can confide in.Whats more can i ask for.The more you seeked the less happy you will be.So just cherish what i have now, not going to lose anything else more.I love love them !

Part of growing up is getting past the hard times*

Li yong,Vionna,Cai jing and Me.

Lovess

At Velvet.

Kewei

Here's how I play, here's where you stand .

Y3:00 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, September 03, 2007

Look up at the sky, every heart is shining on today.

Time seemed to have passed very quickly nowadays. Felt that i have done nothing much over the week and its gone.

Friday

ME & YONG XIANG.

Went back to Canberra and the feeling is so great.Reminisce the times when i was still studying in there, having lots of fun with my besties.Glad that didnt bump into those idiotic teachers i doesnt want to see.Saw quite a number of ex canberrans, had a lil catch up with them .Its marvellous to see them again after so long.After the performance ended , my besties & i went shopping at orchard.Sally didnt manage to come.Headed to far east,shopped around, bought only one item.Nothing particular caught our attention.zzZ.Sze Ying and Pei xian are big sinners becuz with them around ,i always eat alot.Lols.Our dinner was at cine, pastamania, creamy chicken as usual.After that trained back to our kampong .The rest headed home left yong xiang and me.Going home of course is not the right time yet,went 7 11, buy beers and cigarettes to have our slacking session.Slacked at canal there, nice atmosphere but was kinda spoilt with the presence of one group of guys.Heart to heart chat.Till 11 pm plus we went home.Wonderful day out with them.Love them!

I hearts them lots.

Saturday
Get up in the afternoon and online for awhile.Was feeling superby tired and went back to sleep till 8pm something.Bathed and prepared, was going partyworld sing till morning.Meet up with xin li, wilson and desmond at orchard to have our dinner at cine, steak house.Awhile later yong yuan and his gf joined us. So the six of us went in the room at 1 am slot, its really a hassle to keep going out the room to smoke when you are having a whale of time inside.i thought this only applied to pub.Dumb me.This time round , none of them chose old songs to sing. HAHA.well, maybe due to the fact some lame jokers didnt come.The only song that keeps on running on my mind is "死了都要爱".it laughed my head out lahs. But when i keep listen to it, its actually a very sad song.Nice!Sing till 5am plus and cabbed home.

Before going out.

Many are now busily dealing with their studies and work, so much to catch up with them after the exams."Velvet dragon "still pondering whether to go or not.15342 years didnt go clubbing lerh, miss those fun night!

At Marina.

LOVESS.

Y6:48 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.