Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Sunday, January 21, 2007

photos that i have not posted:

maybe will be uploading more~

sharonx bbMEI and me ! in toopix working uniform.lols

new phase of liife

after work

two weeks plus i will quit my job and then the time to enjoy :)

sometimes i hate going home.they dont seem to understand me.

Y10:01 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Sunday, January 14, 2007

my blog seems so dead, shall update now since i am so free.

this few days having stomachache is really fu*cking shit larh. the pain reacts for a few hours and stop .the worst thing is during my working time, causing me making trips to the toilet for umpteen times. knn lorh!my friends keep asking: huh are u okay, why haven okay ? thanks for their concern.

finally having the whale of time to be in deep thoughts,read back every single post i have posted.all sort of emotions engulfed me, the past was a doleful one. once i put in my entire heart and soul to love someone but it was shattered like nobody's business.it flashes back the torments i had once endured , the tears i had shed is countless and unforgettable.it left a deep scar in my heart and i have not regretted the decision i made. time proves that it was a wiseful move,everything was just rather redundant.i was foolish i admitted,entangling myself in anguished.despite scoldings from friends i was still reluctant to let go. forgetting someone is like trying to remember a stranger's face.so putting everything behind and be indifferent to it were'snt something easy to accomplish.it needs time and determination.i know in this world there's not only me who is heartbroken but many others.life still goes on so we must be able to cope with the changes.the ones that hurt me are the ones that make me stronger.maybe that's the way of life if not i will never learn to be stronger.some might had almost going to enter my world but turned out to be just a passerby in liife. and during these darkest moment in my life,love come across, my dearest hubby. he make a tiwst in my liife.if not had been him,my world is still colourless. i believe no matter how broken a heart is,it still can be mended .but how long it gonna takes.it will be shrouded in mystery. ILOVE JASON LEE!

nevertheless friends play a significant role in my life.i missed them dearly.

Y10:44 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, January 01, 2007

Happy New Year to everyone
two weeks plus since i last blog and now its already 2007. time just passed so quickly that i didnt even manage to have a real good december break.all i had been doing along for the past one month plus was simply working and spending tym with him .this year christmas eve and new year eve were super superr dull .supposingly ,this year new year eve would be squeezing with the crowds but yet i chose celebrating at home.so you can roughly estimate how bored it can be.and though it was dull , 2007 was still warmly greeted with my love beside me. this day i had been yearning for long . ^^

now almost everyday seems to be working day. pathetic larx . my schedule for jan is planned till that i barely had time to enjoy when there is only two days rest per week.wth! but never mind i will bear with it~ as the day goes by, things had gone easier and easier for me.i could still vividly remember the first time working there and i was looking so clumsy facing so many unfamilar products.it was utterly embarrassing larh.lmao.finally the stress period is over and interacting with the colleagues is not a problem.

as u know, couples having tiff is unavoidable and so we are just like any other common couples that keeps on having tiff.no one loves it and too it's hard to prevent it from happening. i believe that every quarrel would make our love grow stronger and sweeter.75days of love and its still counting on and on.recently i had been throwing tantrums on my dear on trivial matter and at times with even undefinable reason.i knew this is absolutely nonsensical and absurd. and yet he had been such a caring and understanding dear bearing with that.i am so touched,i promise i will try to control my temper. love him !

okay enought of my ranting, off to kenneth's house.hope things will go well for everyone.
and to the peeps who are struggling hard forgetting someone, dont dwell on the past anymore,start afresh.a new year and so a new start =)
nights all.

Y7:46 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.