Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

what is loving sumone?

it is to be the best of what you can be,

it is to let the one you love to enjoy the comfort n love u had given,

it is to accept for who he is even his flaws.

it is to let him noe that no matter what,you will face with him,

it is to let him noe no matter how little time he can be with u, u are still satisfied,

it is to let him noe nothing else matters except that he is happy,

it is to love him wholeheartedly,

it is to be veri willingly to change for him

it is to let him noe how much he meant to you.

how much you are willing to change.

all these i had failed to understand.
now i do*

so much left unspoken.as cold as the ice.
in th blink of an eye, its gone.

Y8:24 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Sunday, April 22, 2007

reply to taggies:
thnks those who care abt mi. its all my fault,my method of loving sumone n my fucking attitude.

no matter whr i went, ppl will keep asking whr's him. the same ans replied and replied.guess by now, almost everyone who knows us will know.i know i have got friends who want to help mi badly, but please dont, i appreciate it veri much. everything lies on him, if he didnt want, i shouldnt force,its all my fault,he's not to blame, the method i use in love is totally wrong.i cant do anything but to let go.and yes i am veri remorseful and sad.these few days i cant get to slp,keep thinking bk of the past.he was the only one i love so much, the one who will do anything to make mi happy,the one who can make mi so happy.for once we were deeply in love,its the best thing it can happen to mi.i know whats done cant be undone,he wont come bk.i will just use time to heal my wounds.

do rmb not to probe him. thanks .

i'll be strong.
thanks those who had been cheering mi up.

Y8:03 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Sunday, April 15, 2007

i am single once again.

LIFE GONNA START AFRESH =D

the story shall just end here.19/10/06

i chose to be with you,and that was my choice to make.you make decision too. you chose this heart to break.

like what i said before."i believe no matter how broken a heart is,it still can be mended .but how long it gonna takes.it will be shrouded in mystery". time shall be the great healer.no more regrets.

Y5:42 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Friday, April 06, 2007

UPDATED.

having ample of time and so i shall come update my rotting blog.lols
if not people will ask me why i didnt even bother to update.

life has been slack ever since after the o's. the results are out and the administrative work are done but i doesn't seem to know what i really wants in life .i was unsuccessful in getting a place in poly so i have decided to retake my math.life's a bitch laa!it never rains but pours. the following problems , no.1 is that i have not started studying and no.2 to look for a job.someone recommend?time is so precious thus i would not want to waste my one year again.i wan to spend it meaningfully la.hope i will mug hard for my math barh.POLY MY TARGET.fk fk fk those people larh who are eligible for JC and yet chose to go poly causing pathetic people like mi become ineligible to enter.lols =.=luckily there's ppl who is in the same boat as mi, retaking o's .evil grin*

so now, is either going out or rotting at home.most of the time going out is also the same usual places, bugis, sun plaza. orchard, plaza sing.i am gonna bored to tears!

like what many had said, i have been busily dating with my dear.but DEAREST friends do bear in mind that i miss you all alot kays.despite the fact that our meeting time have lessened,dont hesitate to ask me out. i love and miss all my friends that are significant to mi.u know who you are.

for relationship, so many ups and downs, sweet and bitterness in it.even though sometimes he really makes my blood boil, i still love him becuz i know he did it out of love and care.but no more repeats.and also sorry dear for the fucking attitude i have given to you too.thirteen days more to our 6th month anniversary.

i cherish him, i love him*

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