Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Monday, July 31, 2006

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MYSELF !
officially sixteen~

nc 16 movies n pak pool? no longer do i have to smuggle in.. haas song!

FIRSTLY,i'm touched by e note my dad wrote
SECONDLY,e presents
LASTLY, hp bombblasted by mani sincere wishing esp those hu have nv fail to rmb mine despite i've forgotten thiers
THANKS~

30july06sunday
E first tym in history the six of us went out togther!A great day n enjoyous mood but sadly was in a rush fer everything as sum of dem had sumthing on ed night...As we had discussed we will be having our feast ed CINELEISURE... so off we went,during e mrt ride.. we were all di siao siao ah xian hu wears like a turtle..lols all green n LOW CUT =p realli can lmao e retardness~

upon reaching dere, we were all in a dilemma on whether to eat in jap restuaurant or cafe cartel?But afterall everything lies on mie cuz i am "ZUI DA" td .. haas..Choosing cafe cartel over jap resturant as i dont realli dare to eat e raw stuff =x... Entering e cafe, we were like 6 idiots.. GCB~we know nuts on how to order n e waitress teached us lolls =.=simply paiisehh.. we were all almost gg to die of starvation while waiting!slow~ i ordered fish n chip n it suxs cuz sally's food taste e best~ i should have listen to my cousin's recommendation~We ate till our stomach almost burst..lolls n sum kay kiang ordered cheescake summore...

after tt we went to far east gai gai, yong xiang n i went spearate ways with them as we want to smk**ahhass before tt we went to cut hair n e saloon was bloody stingy,materialistic.. cut a lill bit more charged 5dollars more =.= n e skill, fail la! 7pm we meet them bk.. sze ying's hand was holding a blossom bag n i tot she bought herself one.But it was for mi xD actualli they wanted to bought a mini skirt for mi too.. but heng they noe i wouldnt wan to wear ..phew~ 7 sumthing we had to left e place =/ poor them had to chiong to their night tution

ferr e sake of celebrating with mi , they sacrificed...realli appreciated
n with them were alwaes full of merriment n madness xDD

thxs lots ferr e memerable day u all had given miie<33
n oh ya e top had to make mi shed off sum fats before wearing...lolls!

was thinking whether he would send mi a greeting n close to e end of my bdae, he msn..
i noe it was sheer stupidity

29julysaturday
met up with mun ling during e afternoon n i had a great tym with her shopping at bugiis xD too bad we didnt take any photos..at nite went to plaza sing to find desmond and weijin..
boring~ahhaas

slacking is wad we love to do x)

i resigned to fate tt we didnt meet despite at e same place

Y6:54 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Friday, July 28, 2006

i'm fking silly, dumb, stupid~
endless words to desribe this suxky feeling this particular moment
i was happy this few weeks ,
for wad e hell i look back agaiin n ended up hurting myself
i'm left with a shattered heart, it's filled with doubts
guess i'll nv be able to find e truth
it's alright, i will nv look bk again !
time, my best medicine

The rain,
just never seems to bring the joy,
I feel the sameeverlasting pain of my loss remains
the hold you left the mark
all that I dreamed of now it seems so stark

no more tears
last* promise
wo dui ta hao shi wang
wo yao ba guo qu dan cheng yi cang meng

Y7:09 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Thursday, July 27, 2006

quite sum tym since i blog~n i'll be posting sum hilarious piccs since sumone is so wu xim to view it everyday.. hahas x) a short series , e fun n madness u gonna to see it again! pretty lazy to blog

our smelly shoes are on e TABLE.. lols

my "DEAREST" math cher , her lesson alwaes mk mi sian ji pua

25july06 Tuesday
Chemistry night class
tt day was e first day of ghost festival~while walking home, my heart was pumping spastically...lots of frightening thoughts raced through my mind, its silly haas but i cant stop feeling afraid larhh..even when i reached home i was alone by myself.. no one was at home! =.=

pro? lolls

going home

friends play a significant role in moii liife... without them, i'll be darm lost... deeply appreciate those hu r alwaes dere ferr mi <33

ps:BBsharon mei, i wan to see yr real smile... dont alwaes keep thing to yrself n make mi worry alrights x)

ni na mo ai ta

the feeling is fading,hoping e blue days are gonna over~

Y7:36 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, July 24, 2006

STOMACHACHE.. see this?
dis tym round not PON de okays...lols~
dunoe wad have i eaten.. fer e sake of my coursewrk thingy,i wanted to go sch!
DARM larhh~but afterall it's still a gd excuse not to go sch.. evil grin**

aniway muz thxs ah xian td x))
n sry girls to have made u all waited ferr mi

vacillation
Tell me babe, how many do I shed my tears?
Every Heart,Every Heart is not a gentle yet

Y3:21 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Saturday, July 22, 2006

A super boringgg day, was dog-tired after walking in fareast shopping centre for couples of hours ~it has been ages since i went dere n outside dere , dere was a mini concert..it was a pain for my ears as it's darm NAN TING larhh, more like song ka =x... ying ru, her bf, cj and i walked round e mall like mad finding su min they all...supposingly they were at e fifth floor eating n they said fourth...lols n i even heard e unit wrongly, bodoh rite =.= so we spend almost 30 mins finding them...realli can pengz~

reducing~

e next stop we went BUGIS, as usual we went arcade...play my fav rock fever4 ..darm jesus (his maximmum tune nick..lols) , he nv fails to pinch my face everytym he saw mi >< ...lolls..next tym see him muz siam liao...walk n walk den meet sum frens awhile... till 11pm we went home. so u can see how boring my day was..lolls

marina bay, on e way home, shagness

SMILE EVEYONE ! esp my panda sis (;

we have stopped contacting n everything seems to have come to an end.. maybe we r juz frm two different world tt shouldn't have meet in e first place.. n since we meet, tt's fate (: tyms heals everything i shall believe,i'm juz too tired to care animore

Y11:36 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, July 17, 2006

recently mani of us were not in gd mood,entangled by some toopid pros.. hope u all cheer up yeap xDD we were juz living in memories =/ PAST TENSE...so let go let go!

through e tears, i become a stronger person, my wound is healing..
waiting ferr e beautiful rainbow to appear (;

Y5:35 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

15july06 (SAT).. LAZY TO BLOG TT DAY ~

BUGIS~ went wiit cai jing.. as usual headed to bugiis street first.. nth had realli captivated my soul, sigh* .. went to e arcade n saw kai ling dey all xDD two couples(xin li,charlie,yong ren, renata) .. jealous larh ..lols~n also saw eric's fren, ming yang, asking mi weird qns?=.= while waiting fer my turn to play rock fever.. a guy go press dao my credit !den i tell them i play with him lorh.. quite happy larh cuz his skill almost same as mi... den bb sharon mei cum find mi.. i noe she was upset but she deny..cheer up alrights! DINNER- yong tao fu! my fav!!

9pm went to TOWN..went cine n meet cj's frens, friendly ppl xD n we slack round cine.. laterly parted n meet wei qiang, jesmond and jun long..all e while,such a boring atmosphere...walk n walk, walk till ngee ann city, we settlled down.BORED, so cj n i went to e 7 eleven to try our luck to buy a can barons.. suprisingly we PASSED ! so e can of barons' were shared among 5 ppl.. onli drink few slips though was not seh but face was red..lolls~ lastly we found a rose n we di siao give it to a auntie hu ask for directions..haas she thxs us n said" dun wan larh .. later yr std not happy u give mi"LOL e truth was e rose was found in e bush =XX 11pm sumthing went off home xD~

as i slack mani thoughts went through my mind =/

Y3:15 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Friday, July 14, 2006

Finally e last day of this week! ELATED but was abit not feeling well.. arggg~ had to stay back after sch to do my o'lvl coursework.

finish~ rushing bk hm becuz was gg a concert jio by e bastard, hosted in simei ITE(his sch celebration).he meet mi in sbw first(finaly a gd deed.lols) had a stage of rock fever4 in sun plaza den went off der,i was greatly amused by e facilities dere, so high tech.He met up with his hia diis at e entrance dere n dunoe them so nth much to talk.. lolls... a group of di siao siao ppl, so funny siia, keep gan by e teachers n ppl keep look at them.their movements was since like been observed by e teachers.e concert was abit bored.aniway e ppl dere are more lively den my sch de ppl...lolls..

when ended bus stops were crowded with tons of ppl..gosh~SUMONE say i hai him 3 to 5 times td but bascially was sumone's fault.. HAHA onli noe how to deny~ when i reached hm was alrdy almost to 12am.. sii beii TIRED~

LAUGH MY ASS OUT~ hahas

sumtyms i w0nder wad am i thinking*

Y9:33 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

seems like i am getting to know more n more,e things i dun wanna noe =/ truely bless him as long as he issh happy..guess dere are still mani things i was totally oblivious of..haissh

walking on a new path*
wo hui hao hao de

Y6:04 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Monday, July 10, 2006

fun tyms ki siiao with m0ii bestiies.. i LURVE them larhh! xDD

hilarious sight of ah xian! haas ajusting her CUTE* sock
too bad kana capture by mi =p

They r e ones tt nv fail to make mi put on a smile (:

a fool i am caring so much every single lil things he said or do...y should i bother when he don even cares=/ admitted sumtyms images of him still lingers on my mind,past past past ~waiting fer tym to heal everything ...WAKE UP! same goes to ying ru n cai jing.. jia you~

Y12:31 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.

Sunday, July 09, 2006

FIRST POST
boredness inspired mi to blog?probably..lols.. pouring out my gratitude profusely to my panda sis CARRIE who had taken lottax tyms helping mi out n also bbSHARON mei tt helps in e linkings...n as ferr bastard thxs ferr e nice song u send mi larh.. u dont' have to be freaking uncivilised rite =.=~ wen rou!lolls it's 2am now n i'm still engaging in sum chats.. hope i wont be late ferr sch tmr again.. lurves mingling around with my bestiies but hates studying larhh.. sigh**

i'm still struggling to free from it.i knew it's tym to say gdbye.give me sum more tym will u?

Y9:16 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.