Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Sunday, February 01, 2009

Blood is thicker than water.
Reunion dinner was awesome. I loved it the best when everyone sits together enjoying the steamboat session. The unexplainable bonding within us, it's been ages I had felt this way.

Chu yi
Headed grandma house super early this year , we were even the first to reach. It was a miracle and for our effort, we've collected more red packets than before.Lols. It was a bit tedious as there was not much stuffs to chat with my father's side cousins.So when we visited my mother's side,the atmosphere was more lively.As soon as all my cousins arrived, the gambling begins. Initially, I resisted myself from gambling but in the end, I resigned to temptation.Everyone's having fun , so why not join in the fun. Halfway, cabbed to TPY with Dear . As promised, I'm going his grandma's house for visitng. I feel like an intruder when I stepped into his grandma's house, the house is packed full of unfamiliar faces.Damm paiseh lo...Midnight, went over to ken's house, gambled from mid to dawn. Poker cards to majong, hours just pass like seconds.So fun yet tiring.

Edited**
I loathed compulsive gambler fucking x infinite times.It's fine to gamble ,I'm refering to those treating gambling to the extent like their drugs, hopeless gambler in another word .Their habits become their love ones nightmare causing unwanted torment to them. My sister friend's dad is one great illustration. He had a promising future, potential to accmulate wealth overtime and the perfect candidate for a wonderful BF. But now, to help pay off his dad's loan, he had a major change in his life. He was no longer what he used to be, equivalent to living a life like a penniless person . All his hard earned money goes to the loan shark. His Dad simply ruined his life.
Lesson learnt : I will never married a compulsive gambler, always think of the consequences before making any decision ....

No pictures taken due to my forgetfulness. I wondered how could I have forgetten to take pictures during CNY leh.

After chu yi I think there's nothing interesting to elaborate anymore. It is just like any ordinary day except visiting a few places. This festive season has a significant role in most of the chinese's heart I reckon. All the busy people finally have some time interacting with their love ones like the intersection of the lines on the graph marks the point.I could visualize the lovely scene,how heartwarming yeap. Thus I have this simple wish, wishing every year could remain this way, everyone would be presented during the gathering. A season like this is rare throughout the year, definitely making me to yearn for more of such gathering.Hearts all my cousins .

Next : Valentine's day .
Love and friendship day,
Another meaningful season.
Hopefully no repeat of what happened last year.
Due to unforeseen circumstances, Dear and I were not able to celebrate it together .

Ranting ...
It depresses me to think that my laptop charger has spoilt causing my laptop unable to function . I've been racking my brains all day but I still couldnt fathom what's the cause of it.
I could only wait till monday to give a call to inquire about the charger.
Same goes to my Hp which has been giving me endless of hassle.
Before the 1 year warrenty expires, I'm going to send it to Nokia for repair.
Facial finally done yesterday, but the redness have not yet subsided.
Blame it on my greediness , gorging on tibits during CNY.

Everything is so so Troublesome....

Photos will be uploaded when my charger is fixed, everything is inside my laptop.
Lastly Happy 6th month with Dear. Though we didnt get to celebrate this day together, we will get to compensate it for the upcoming months. Without understanding and tolerance, I believe we wouldn't be able to come to this far. I don't know what the future will be.To be realistic, nothing lasts forever.But I know I love you for now.

Take care everyone !

Y3:44 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.