Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Tuesday, September 25, 2007

REMINISCENCE*

-The darkest hour is just before the dawn.

Again, i am quite addicted to drinking and perhaps Friday going DXO drink. In the blink of an eye, i am going to take my o's math exactly same as last year in one month plus time.Like a repeat cycle, mugging at mos burger.But this time round, i must not disappoint myself.Action speaks louder than words. So let's wait till the result out and say.All i know is that my passing rate only 50-50.

Within a year, so much changes going on around me. Some friends come and some friends go , new things appear and some are gone.Though there is no good in goodbye, that's life.No choice but to accept it,isnt it.I am just glad that those peeps i cherish alot still stood beside me , no matter through the good or bad times.They will be there to give me their endless encouragement and advices.All these keeps mi going on, true friends listen to what you dont say.Esp that someone, i shall not mention the name for some reason.Special thanks to him, he is really a great friend for being my almost 24/7 listening ear for this few months. One of the best thing in life is knowing them.Hearts*

The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts.Thus all along i am given an answer.Time has revealed and tells me what to do which is why i have chosen to remain silence all this while. 人在做，天在看.I believe one day , everything will be made known.I will get a clear picture of the doubts i am having.All the disappointment shall become a speck of dust as time goes by.There are many tears in the heart that never reach the eye.Its always too early or its too late.Sometimes once you miss it, it will never be back.Well, maybe its really not meant to be.It's time to move on.Now i only want to keep the beauitful past forgetting all the hurt and bad times. Forgive& never forget.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.I want to embrace them.Cherish them.And never forget they come so few and far between.I know that whatever life takes me, moment will always follow.They remind me of what's really important.It's not just life but living.It's the journey ,the desitnation,and all the points in between.And i must admit, i like what i see.

As i walk away, i remember...
& i hope you do.

Y8:48 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.