Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Tuesday, May 15, 2007

boy,

i know i am nothing significant to you anymore.
and now, i am onli just fading away from your liife.
but forgive mi for not being able to forget you.
every night i will wait for a miracle that u will msg mi,
but the person always turned out not to be you.
every day i will walk pass yr house waiting for a miracle to see you.
but the day never come.
i hope its just a dream , a dreadful nightmare but not a reality.
five months plus may be a short period.
but to mi its long. every single day is filled with loves n happiness.
you show mi the meaning of love and teach mi how to love.
you are the onli star that i can see that is shining so brightly in the sky.
images of you linger on my mind.
every corner will have memories of you and mi.
the fun and laughter.
-the first time cooking together with loved one
-the first tym doing couple ring and having couple t shirt.
-the first tym teared for each other.
-the first tym staying at love's house.
-the first tym celebrating valentine's day , christmas, new year with love
-the first tym having such a long relationship
-the first tym going so many ups and downs with love
-the first tym spending so much tym together with love
-the first tym doing stupid , silly things with love.
-the first tym decorating room with love one.
-the first tym been embrace in love's arm till sleep.
-the first tym deeply in love
-the first tym spending every single day with love
i miss your hugs and kisses.
on 19/10/06 ,you are the first guy who hold my hand and feel yr heart ,letting mi noe how much i meant to u.
the day u told mi u will never leave mi and we will last.
i have never forgot it, but will u still rmb.
our promises? haish all have to be forgotten.
i know its my fault to have unreasonable attitude n nelgect yr love towards mi.
believe mi that i have changed.
even though u have ignored mi, treating mi like a stranger, hurting mi alot
i'm still loving you .

I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling

我一直都在你身后等待等你有一天回过头看我

how i wish u will appear right infront mi .

Y8:35 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.