reply to taggies:
thnks those who care abt mi. its all my fault,my method of loving sumone n my fucking attitude.

no matter whr i went, ppl will keep asking whr's him. the same ans replied and replied.guess by now, almost everyone who knows us will know.i know i have got friends who want to help mi badly, but please dont, i appreciate it veri much. everything lies on him, if he didnt want, i shouldnt force,its all my fault,he's not to blame, the method i use in love is totally wrong.i cant do anything but to let go.and yes i am veri remorseful and sad.these few days i cant get to slp,keep thinking bk of the past.he was the only one i love so much, the one who will do anything to make mi happy,the one who can make mi so happy.for once we were deeply in love,its the best thing it can happen to mi.i know whats done cant be undone,he wont come bk.i will just use time to heal my wounds.

do rmb not to probe him. thanks .

i'll be strong.
thanks those who had been cheering mi up.