Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Sunday, January 14, 2007

my blog seems so dead, shall update now since i am so free.

this few days having stomachache is really fu*cking shit larh. the pain reacts for a few hours and stop .the worst thing is during my working time, causing me making trips to the toilet for umpteen times. knn lorh!my friends keep asking: huh are u okay, why haven okay ? thanks for their concern.

finally having the whale of time to be in deep thoughts,read back every single post i have posted.all sort of emotions engulfed me, the past was a doleful one. once i put in my entire heart and soul to love someone but it was shattered like nobody's business.it flashes back the torments i had once endured , the tears i had shed is countless and unforgettable.it left a deep scar in my heart and i have not regretted the decision i made. time proves that it was a wiseful move,everything was just rather redundant.i was foolish i admitted,entangling myself in anguished.despite scoldings from friends i was still reluctant to let go. forgetting someone is like trying to remember a stranger's face.so putting everything behind and be indifferent to it were'snt something easy to accomplish.it needs time and determination.i know in this world there's not only me who is heartbroken but many others.life still goes on so we must be able to cope with the changes.the ones that hurt me are the ones that make me stronger.maybe that's the way of life if not i will never learn to be stronger.some might had almost going to enter my world but turned out to be just a passerby in liife. and during these darkest moment in my life,love come across, my dearest hubby. he make a tiwst in my liife.if not had been him,my world is still colourless. i believe no matter how broken a heart is,it still can be mended .but how long it gonna takes.it will be shrouded in mystery. ILOVE JASON LEE!

nevertheless friends play a significant role in my life.i missed them dearly.

Y10:44 PMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.