Hit me like a ray of sun ,burning through my darkest night

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

It never rains but it pours.

suddenly having the passion to post an entry.well,so many things have been happening .there's good and bad,be it either which,everything that happens has its own reason.no point pondering over those downcast stuffs.it's just rather some redundant thoughts =/

good way of consolling myself luh.lols.

here goes the pourings:
the first
counting three days back,i have finally saw it with my own eyes sumthing which i have been yearning to see for a long time.the first reaction was "dejected".putting on a brave front,feigning through with a smile.how dumb can i be hurh?manifestly knowing that my mood will be affected and i chose to see. till now i still cant fathom why why why,it's a qns that has been bothering me. sighs.

the second
an abrupt change , what's happening?he has been a great friend to me for abt 1 yr , always endless of jiao wei to chat.sumone who knows my sorrows too.it's such a pity that we are no longer contacting.all e best for his o's =)maybe he knows i am refering to him maybe not. friends always.

the third
screwed up ! o's lvls is coming. i am still not mentally and pysically prepared. even if i were to deprive of sleep, i still couldnt finish mugging.see ,how way behind my studies is. GOSH.2 days to science practical,13 days to retaking of chinese and 20 days to the rest of the written papers.bless me ~

let nature take its course :))

Y5:05 AMY

I wanna hold you till the fear in me subsides.