piggy

2010-01-22T21:48:00.000-08:00

First Post of 2010.

Hi guys, I'm back.
For the umpteen times, I've being such a procrastinator .Blogging daily for me is definitly an unattainable goal .Readers must be sick of my uber slow updates.Lols.

In the blink of an eye, 2009 has come to an end and 2010 is here to stay .So let me refresh on what's worth to be remembered for the year 2009.

Still in contact with most of the peeps I don't want to lose.

( Gaining and losing is part and parcel of life, I guess ~ )

Another year with love.

Back to my 'old time favourite' job .

Fufiling my 2nd year PP requirement.

Almost everyone by now should have already laid down their new year resolutions .Well, for me, I started thinking to myself the things I want to change for this year. With each passing day , things are not going to go your way.Instead, you'll have to make things go your way.

This quote below exactly reflects how I felt.awesome quote.
The older you get, the more you learn to see what you've been taught to see. When you're a kid, you see what's there. - Steven Wright .

Short pause for the moment, let pictures continue the post.Overdue pictures which should be posted up long time ago. Last few weeks of 2009 , it's filled with so much enjoyment and fun.Xmas , new year countdown etc were all celebrated over there.
Powerhouse, current favourite club.
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Happy bdae to my dearest cosuin, Michelle.
Cute birthday theme : geeks's wear !
Look at her steady friends.Lols.

Sis's lovely 21 birthday party ~
21, the key to freedom .memorable day for her

Thanks my Big sis for the spa treats @ spa infinity .lovess

A night out with sharon BBmei. 'Happening' night for us because our sabai trip ended up in a uncle/auntie pub.Lols. I still enjoyed :)

On the way to PH with cai jing. Miss her.

My new classmate, jolene. I enjoy bitching with her~

The last day at hilltop. Kinda sad it had close down, no more slacking place for us.

Classmates @ Bugis !

Anyway,
Happy belated birthday to my dearest SHARONbbmei and JOLENE :]
Stay happy K !

Love & friend in DB right now. Damm that motherfucker~What goes around comes around.rmb~May retribution befall on him =).I know my cursing could not salvage the situation. There is just a glimsp of hope when their charges are still pending. PRAYING HARD for them .

Going to meet up with sharon later, wait for my update =) .

2009-11-17T08:46:00.000-08:00

Tags replied .
aloy : updated lobster friend. save yr number too le :)
m33rkat: yeap.thxs for yr concern. how've u been den?
...: find out yrself.
eric: i buay lim one la.lols.
umai: okay okay :)
amandaeveseah: so sweet of nuer .love
jia yun:but u also consider one of the smaller one. did u enjoy tt day?LOL.
passerby: updated :)
sharon: shorty, it's updated. glad to meet u up tt day! rmb our dates. lovesss.
peiyun: yeap now can acess to yr blog alrdy :)
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so many thoughts running through my mind

Back to blog..

FYI, I lost my bloody phoneeee one month ago. (Yes, I know it's DUMB to have lost it~)
However I'm still contactable via the same number .
Kind souls out there, I would appreciate if you were to send me your contacts again :).
In another week's time,I will be getting my new phone.
pondering to get E71 or E72?

Thumb down for school.
I wanna stop whining about school but pardon me for not being able to do so. I loathe bottling too much stuffs inside my heart.Seriously,I cant wait to finish my pathetic school life , it's screwing me up. I need infinite motivation to test my endurance.I must never never be manipulated by my heart's decision to quit school.just ONE more year to go . Casting aside my rantings, I shall be thankful that I have met some truly genuine friends in RP.

Thumb up for holiday's approaching.
It's time to meet up with my lovliess .Date me out ! :)

Pictures :
Halloween nite
Halloween night at rebel. It was my first experience to go during halloween and it's a different sensation from normal day.Damm packed I swear.

Grandma's 75th Bdae!
Hope she've enjoyed herself :)

Sistaz nights out ~
Chilling with my sisters at resort. The place was so much better after renovation ! Love them ~

Me And CJ =)
Powerhouse with darry & ris co . It was an embarassing night. Thanks those who had taken care of me, I know I had created alot of trouble for you all. lovesss .

Yong Xiang's Bdae @ lebar
Fun time seeing how she was being "disturbed" by us with the birthday cake. But it was a night mare for me, I lost my voice and couldnt talk /drink/sing.

Love's birthday is just this saturday. I've got no idea on how to give him a memorable birthday.

2009-09-11T00:44:00.000-07:00

aloy :updated. haha see i did mention u in my blog. lobster friend.
Baby :u r linked , mei :)
ping hui : lols it's okay la. u gt so many things to busy with . free den call me out ba :)
xin : haha now! finally
meow :sure :)
pei yun: thanks n u invite me yeap.kewei_90@hotmail.comlovess.
ris : linked . go club soon with louis they all.
Darry: ya yr present is so cute.LOL.
sally: sweet. guess i will be seeing u soon on YX bdae?
isabella :sure .lovess :)
jia yun :ya fortunate to be young. got dote by us. I also duno ?lols have any idea.
jess : thanks :D
qian hua : thanks so much. misses.
nina:yes i love the cake. thanks so much !! see u soon.
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❤ In the book of life, the answers aren't in the back

My post is finally up after uploading considerably massive amounts of pictures !
Was supposed to blog after my birthday celebration but I've been procrastinating till now.lols.
Right now, I am already in the midst of my holiday which is extremely fast. I know like always, I'll be finding it too short.I beg the majority shares the same view as me , who doesnt like holiday .

Sleeping late has been my usual routine ever since holiday started. If this goes on, I'm definetly going to have super dark circles.Lols. My work schedule will only be more packed for the next two weeks but I'm already feeling the tension because of PP. I feel fcuking distress whenever it comes to PP, totally feel clueless on how to proceed on. I need to complete it ASAP. Yet, I'm not doing much at all.

Time spend with my loves one can never be sufficient, it's occupying most of my time.
I enjoyed !
& congrats lobster friend upon POP.Lols. (no more botak)

Now, I shall let some wordings and pictures to fill up this post .
Enjoy~
will blog more for the next post. :)

A night out
went powerhouse with mun ling and her friends. Queue was super long , however it's worth the wait having fun with them.Music was great that night.

One month after reborning my hair.

Butterfactory
ButterF is forever so crowded with people.

classmates
This two girls are the closest to me in class. Shall see them again when school starts .Lovess.

My sis's BF dog is so cute though he's abit scary.lols. In this pic, he looks like a soft toy.

My bdae celebration.
Thanks ex w45q classmates for giving me such a lovely surprise. Appreciated :)

With sisters
Another was with my sisters & co. It was the first time they celebrated with me and of course I'm happy about it. Thanks!

My first time to resort.

On the actual day
Eat and club was how my day is spent. Nothing special but it was great to be spending it with my friends. Thanks those who had taken the effort to attend. !

Meeting my lovely boy later .

Love him, Adelson Lee.

2009-07-27T07:26:00.000-07:00

Tags replied
Carrie : sure, panda. no worries. :D
sally: yeap. sure sure. too bad u couldnt come i shall see u on thur den :) betetr tell me what had happened.
jolene: haha updated =p see u on friday !
aloy: thanks lobster friend. hope u can make it to the outing . den i can see yr red lobster face. again haha
o$p$: you spam my blog also no use , do u tink it will solve the problem.
jia yun: update le. glad u like us doting u so MUCH.lols.when can see u again?
pei yun : haha ok la, juz being rather lazy =x see u ard. takre too .lovess

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Monday blues ~

Monday is here once again and I'm absolutely not loving it. The beginning of the week is forever making me feel lethargic whenever there's school to attend. During this period, I've been trying hard to attend school as regularly as I can in an attempt to cover up the times when I''ve skipped classes. So far, I've succeeded in fulfiling it with some exceptions of course . As compared to last year, I'm much better now. I'm dread of having to pay the unwanted consequnces for being nelglecting things that are important which might result in eternal regrets.

In the blink of an eye, I'm turning nineteen on this friday. Awaiting for my bdae celebration with my dearest friends and one year anniversary with my love. This two special occassion is just a day away from each other, I hope things will go smoothly as how it have been planned lah. However, every year I would expect some of my good friends wouldn't be able to attend due to some matters . My bestie,Sally is sweet enough to initiate a meet up to make up for it which I know she's definitely one of the friends that I would never regret knowing .Only when things happen, you will start to realise who's real to you and who's not. And for those who are going, I appreciate their effort.lovess ~

01.08.09 marks the day where my love and I are together for one year. It's pretty fast and it wasn't a smooth sailing one , alot of things had happened in this one year. Every lil single quarrels did pull and push us closer/apart. But time has proven, we are still going strong. Time will further deicide everything. For now, cherish will be the situable word for this relationship, no one can predict what will happen next.

Work was great with my lovely collegues around , time passes more easily and I'm planning to choing more days for my next holiday. In my wishlist, there's so much stuffs I want and therefore work and still work to accomplish it. Next month will be going to reborn hair with li jie & co. Hopefully, the outcome will be my desire result.

Zhen dong's cute dog.

Meet up
whenever we meet, we will spend hours chatting and each time is an enjoyable one.

Mini celebration for kelly and jeremy

Happy 19th birthday to them once again :)

my LOVE

I love you, boy.

Wait for my next update ~
Nights everyone.

2009-06-28T11:17:00.000-07:00

Tags replied.
ping hui : Miss you too, meet me up soon , yr present is still with me !
jolene: dearie, u r lazy too ok,.lols when u blog, u also simply filled with some words. do update with more stuffs !and I've updated with picture esp yrs. haha
aloy: lobster , lols. i tot u are a gd honest kid like what u've claim and so how could u be so violent~
nina: of course i miss you la! damm, i could not attend sat's outing. n plz tc of yrself and get well soon alright.misses.
sharon: so sweet of you shorty mei, saw yr lovely post abt me. thxs. I'm better already.how abt u.. update me soon.lovess.
carrie: alright :)
sze kai: yeap i know , lols. sure :)
amandaeveseah : yeap nuer , its been some time. n alright, u really enjoy changing link lei.lols.
passerby: ?
ah joy: sure :)
pei yun: is it a underage party? nope.
sofia: i dont tink so lei, hmm u have mine? 917 de.
mich cousin: send send.
lonly: you r welcome :)
sasaRP: sure, ya lo. which block are you in?
jia yun: the pictures are not with me. haha. did u enjoy at the chalet with so many cousins showering u with love. lols.
sally: finally meet up with you that day, busy girl. And read more new paper lah. hahaha.my bdae tt day u better be free.
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A Brief Post.
It's 2.17 am now, time for a short update before turning in.
Pardon for the lack of updates ,has been plain lazy to do so . School and work have been my routine for the past few weeks which is like super tedious. Despite the rising cases of H1N1 from my school, the management is still reluntant to give the block I'm in LOA. Damm with 51 comfirmed cases as stated on 28june clearly prove how inefficient they were with their management systems. Though it's not some fatal viruses, it's contagious. Getting it can lead to alot of complication such as loved ones having to be quarantine too & many more.It may seem inevitable to totally wipe out, so pray hard not be the next victim. I wonder how long it takes to get the current situation in control.

On a happier note, I've enjoyed the quality time spent with my loved ones. With them around, unhapiness is being eliminated out.

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest SALLY, JOLENE , PING HUI , CLARA and cousin,KEN!
I hope they have a spendid bdae celebration and I reckon they did?

Picture time ~

Jolene 19th bdae @ SABAI

It was a fun night at SABAI,stayed there till the club has closed.Dearie must have enjoyed herself pretty much right ? haha.

Ken's 18th bdae @ downtown

Interesting drinking session during the night time :)

Love one another and you will be happy. It's as simple and as difficult as that.

2009-05-26T08:40:00.000-07:00

TAGS REPLIED.

Jolene: dearie ,it's updated. update yrs too !
baby MOMOparty: i'm fine. how abt ue? :)
Jia yun: haha why leh? update alrdy but not all.
sofia: fine too, it's been a long time since we last met.
Amanda,babytear: sure :)
sally: In the end, i did purchase tt dress and it's in my wardrobe alrdy.lols.
joanna: yes sure. i am wondering when we will have the chance again. :)
lonly: surprise u have a blog. sure.
ken: welcome and yeap . tc
aloy: yup, after donkeys years. someone's face so red somemore tt night.
nina: finally we met up for a short while. I miss bitching with u man.
xin: haha really, tink u coming bk sg le ba?
pei yun : sure, do call me out ! tc too.

Hectic
It's time for a proper update, my beloved ones have been asking for updates.
Ever since the re-opening of school, it has been a hectic schedule for me. There are so much complex stuffs to learn and project to do. The pleasant news is that there’s no school on Wednesday. yayness,school time is deemed shorter and holiday is just three days away. A holiday of two weeks long, however it has been mainly occupied by work. Therefore, life just revolved around work, studies, BF and some meet up with friends. The stress free life seems drifting further from my life, every year is going into a higher level of challenges. More and more responsibilties to shoulder as you become older.zzzz.I miss secondary life so much , workload is so much lesser as compare to now. BF, my motivator, he brighten up my day. And I'm truly remorseful for something I had done. We have been quarrelling over the same issue again and again. He’s real nice to forgive me. Having gone through so much, he's still the one I love most. (L).

Once again, Happy birthday to Mun Ling!Went for her birthday party and it turned out great. Under the influence of alcohol ,you get to see interesting sight which is normally uncommon at all.Lols.Also,I've just realised most of my close GFs bdae fall on the month of june,Cancer babes. I'm still racking my brain on what to buy as a gift for them.It's soon going to be my turn when theirs have ended.I'm hitting 20 next year which is like super fast.Currently,I've no plan on mind , I feel like I am doing the same thing every year. Tedious, ideas anyone?

Special msg to my dearest Sally : Though I did not know what's bothering you. But you will have this bestie that will always be there for you whenever you need.you got to be strong kay. lovess.

Next, presenting you with some pictures taken over the past few weeks.Enjoy .

With lots of love and blessings...
A romantic wedding with a luxurious gown, red-carpet strewn with rose petals and the magical sound of bells chiming in the background is almost every girl's dream.

I've forgotten when's the last time I've attended wedding dinner. And on 12May comes this opportunity. All thanks to the newlywed couple, my aunt and Gimmy uncle. Despite it's held at some average-rated resturant , it has a really lovely ambience. With our uber skills of procrastinating, we arrived late but just in time to witness 3/4 of the ceremony. Enjoyable night bonding with my cousins with lots of camwhorming here and there. The centre of attraction is of course my cute lil cousin , she's simply irresistible!

club Sabai

Last minute decision to head there, BF's letting me to go because he's going to Zouk.Joanne , the great companion for the night. If she were not there, noone else wanna dance. Let's hit the club soon again. As for Aloy, it's rare we get to meet despite such a small world we are in. Lols, we nick each other as ' one year meet one time friend'. I tink the next meet up would be jol's bdae?Anyway Jolene must be anticipating for her bdae to come. She shall get drunk that night.Lols.

I miss hanging out with this girl !

Reflection

my LOVE.

You're everything I need and more
It's written all over your face
Baby I can feel your halo
Pray it won't fade away.....

Update soon again.LOVES

2009-04-29T22:40:00.001-07:00

Change your thoughts and you change your world

Replied.
Sally: I'm fine. but i'm down with flu... damm irritating ... u?
ying ying: miss you too . i miss the clubbing times with u all :(
sharon: thanks for tt night.u r so short tt night =x haha. next tym meet up longer huh.lovess/
amandaeveseah: oh. now i understand. alright. thanks for being so sweet~
aloy : sure :)
jia yun: i will never forget my biao mei one. dun worry. so tt night did u all go amk hub for movie?
sofia: misses my lovely too. how'r u ?
xin: lol when u come back can club till u siao le. i also miss clubbing!!!
bei bei : aalright linked. :)
jolene: yes even though it's a short while. will call u up soon and i can get back my shoes too.lols. misses.
PING: hey. cant wait to see u again. ya we muz meet up more often to hear u bitching. wanna see yr....... lovess :)

2009-04-16T22:03:00.000-07:00

Replied
ken : linked too :)
jolene:updated.lols see u ltr.
pei yun: linked. hey. tt tym club with u before at underage party right? so long nv see yr name le.lols familiar but abit forget le. sry yeap.
nina: everything's fine le right ? ya damm it. see you in sch.misses.
amanda eveseah: i'm curious why u always change link.lols. ok yeap .re- linked :)
pei xian: you the best la.lols yeap so touched can. it's hard tt everyone will be free.
xin: u not in spore wad.lols. enjoying life at there somemore not like us. study~
Jia yun: i nv come tt day. got miss me ant.lols !

Peaceful melody.

Disappointment.
Love's unable to book out for the coming two weekends thanks to the spastic SOL.I cant fathom why he gets such punishment which I think is utterly trivial matter.It must have been hell for him to get through this three weeks.Imagine everyone's outside enjoying while he has to stay inside all by himself.It actually reminds me of the days when I was anticipating for his first book out . Mood's totally ruined too for having to forsake all the activites we've planned earlier on. If not, we will be meeting today night. 14 days left .
On a happier note ,
His next book out, coincidentally, was our ninth month together :).
So hopefully nothing will crop up on that day yeap..........

It's great seeing time ticking away .On the contrary , I hope it stops. Because there goes my long holidays and here comes school which is just a week away( in fact only the remaining weekend ). The thought of going to school fills me with dread. Everyday's task is so tedious and systematic. From time to time, I always have the urge to drop out. In the end, I still I still hold back and tolerate.Yes, I don't want to surrender to my temptation so easily .To a certain extent, I agree horoscope reflects our personality.My new class held me in suspension, plz be an interesting one.

Meanwhile, indulge myself in any way I can. To summarize up, I'm still pretty satisfied with how I spent it. In my "to-do" list, I reckon I've accomplished most of it. But there's something which is beyond my control which is having longer hair ! It's growing at a super slow rate due to overdying perhaps. I have thought of doing hair extension again but my BF is so against it. Thus the practical solution is to wait. I want longer hair la....

NEXT,
Pictures !

Rebel
with CJ & co. Music was awesome that night but we expected it to be even better. To have fun, it comes with a price. The next morning, I've to dragged myself to work , feeling so lethargic. Giving a dazed expression all day long and eating was the only way to perk me up.I swear next week I'm not going to torture myself this way.

Before club, met up with sharon BBmei for a short while at town. Right now, she's enjoying herself at bangkok and I'm green with envy lo .lols. Waiting for her to come back and share her stories over there.

Again , bitching with her . Thanks sister for accompanying me to get my thing done. Let's have our LJS again . misses :)

Same goes to my besties , thanks too . I have endless things to buy/do. And I'm elated you all will try to make time for me. Loves.

Shee sha ,Sometime we have not catch up with each other . Few of the peeps I adore most in RP !

club sabai with jol & co. Enjoyed. Thai club is loved !

Today's plan , I've booked an appointment for eyebrow trimming later on. Dearie's accompanying me and vice versa . She needs to take back some stuff from her friend. And also , the perfect time to catch up since we have not been meeting that frequently. Night plan I'm still thinking where should I head to ...

LOVESS.

2009-04-01T10:53:00.000-07:00

Everything changes but beauty remains.

Time files, isnt it?
Today marks another significant day with love, it's our 8th month together. (L)
Looking back, we have gone through alot of obstacles before coming this far.
I'm really glad we've managed to conquer most of it.
What doesn't kill us, make us stronger.I'm absolutely in agreement with it.
Regardless which aspect of my life I applied it to , it's still the same outcome.
Each time something bad strucks, it allows me to gain new insight.
Therefore to be optimistic, call it "a blessing in diguise. "
It sounds so irony , whatever I've no idea what to spell it as~

Browsing through , I found this quote rather inspiring and meaningful :
There are as many nights as days, and the one is just as long as the other in the year's course. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

Just this few sentences, it reflects the nature of life.

I'm starting to miss some of my good old friends, reminiscing the happy times we once shared .Though we did contact at times, I could feel the drift. I wonder will they ?

Getting on :
Chalet !

I thought it was Daniel's birthday but apparently not. When I reached, everyone was in denial of what they had initially said. At that moment in time, I know they must something up their sleeve,"A gathering session "Knowing I am reluclant to go due to my work next morning , they came up with this idea.In the end,I've to sacrifice my beauty sleep. But I reckon it's worth inexchange of my sleep. We seldom have time for meet up also I had a whale of time listening to their gossips. Guys do gossips like girls do.Lol.Lastly thanks des for drving us home despite the hassle.

The bonding within us.

We have so much in common and I feel she actually knows me quite well. Simply love her la.I pray hard everything will go well for her.Loves.

Working this friday again.

SIANS!

2009-03-09T03:15:00.000-07:00

Tags replied:

sharon: I know you will be fine :) Therefore i shall u see u very soon huh.lovess.
Amandaeveseah: haha so nice n sweet of you. see when got fate to bump into each other again :)
sarah: yeap it's me tt you saw on fri day night. you seem abit drunk , becuz so i didnt expect u would hug me.lol!
Fabion from ex-w45q: noted, :)
Adelson: I love you too ! "pop" i will be there to laugh at you. lovess.
MZ: didnt know u have blog too. lol.alright. :)
naceya: i'm not. and ya it's been a long time i have last seen u . i'm doing fine. u ? take care too.loves.
ping: hahah ><>
nina: sry didnt make it with you guys. next shopping trip inform me again.
mich: sure :)
i'm not vig: vignerd ! heard tt you all didnt manage to sun tan.lols
nabihah: haah so sweet lorh. if u ever forget me i'll kill you. haha my running partner !
baby qian hua: linked :)
jolene: welcome. did u enjoy yrself ?lols tt tym we go abit "up" huh.
umai: miss the gd times.wonder when can we go sheesha with the rest of them again. :(

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Happy birthday to my dearest TAN CAI JING!

Two consecutive days clubbing with her & co.
Tiredness almost kills me , imagine dancing with the killer heels for hours....

Double O .Spending most of the time at o bar after comfrming it's mambo night at double o .Before hand, we were told by friends about it but we just simply refused to heed their advice. Lols.As expected,dancefloor is always packed, I'm fine with it. But it gets irritating when people kept on walking here and there, it furthers constraint that lil pathetic space . We had to stop and stop and still STOP because of "them".
I love partying with my girls!

When the party gets started.....

Switched to Raining Bar at 1am plus due to the unbearable crowds.We rather be in a place where we can relax and chill than to squeeze with the crowd. While shandy continued to dance with her Bf & co, Ivan came to fetch us there. The guys played pool and we girls sing and camwhored. Till 3am plus, ivan drove us home.

Taken when we were at Cine.

Friday night :@ Rebel.

Last min decision to go drink or club, cabbed down to clark quay during midnight .And I guess we randomly choose this club? My first time there and glad to say,I've enjoyed. Rated as one of my favourite clubbing place but it was abit ruined when I had a lil tiff with BF. Thing patched up soon and I must admit at times I'm abit over. After clubbing, cabbed to "Sabai sabai" one of the Tanjong pagar pub to go home with Dear.

Pictures are freaking ugly, my face look super shag la.

Tender love.

For love is the heart's immortal thirst to be completely known and all forgiven.
I love you boy.

In the end , I still couldnt make it to the sentosa trip. Apologized. Looking forward to the shopping trip with Nina, vig they all :)

Meanwhile I need to look for temp jobs again, spending quite alot recently . Arggg.

I need infinite money !

Food for thought:

Love can turn to haterd.

And so when there's no more love, there's no more haterd?

2009-03-01T01:24:00.001-08:00

Update Update .....
amandaeveseah: ok sure nu er :).
sharon: shorty bb mei, meet up soon again.
azza: alright. haha really, i tink i wil also be changing my blog song soon .
jolene: updated dearies.
xin : lols when are u going to korean. 4 months right.
sally : finally got meet uo with you all. soon again huh.
jiayun : the one that says dunknow lehx. lols

I'm simply enjoying the way I'm living now, how I wished it never ends.
Days are like nights, nights are like days, I'm not restricted to do whatever I like to a great extent.
Back to reality, holiday can never be enough to satisfy me/others.
I just couldn't suppress my annoyance which keeps me grumbling away.
I , myself sometimes get irritated too .

However,I'm contented to meet up with most of my lovelies like ,mun ling, jolene,carrie, ping hui, sharon, cai jing, pei xian, sze ying, sally etc. Years of friendship wasn't built in a day so I can never get bored of meeting them. And also because of time factor, it reveals how bastard some "friends " can be. Forget about it, they are just so redundant in my life .

To my surprise, I passed my year 1. GPA is of course not with flying colours but enough for me to be delighted. Well, studies was never to my liking and I'm struggling so hard for the sake of the fking diploma.Thus I've low expectation for my studies.I just pray hard I'm able to endure through the three years.

Looking at the post, I'm so wordy. So I will get on with the pictures ....
Pictures :

I finally met up with her ! Yesterday we were still thinking how we get to know each other and become so close after that. From we were around 14 year old till now :) The times when neoprint was a trend.Lols.Still remember , we can be so "cute" to cry and hug together when one of us is unhappy, chatting on the phone till early morning, drinking and tonning etc . So many great memories. One of my great friends despite the seldom meet up.And when we meet, we will be gossiping away. She knows how much I love her. ahaha. right?

Next,

This shorty ( our nicknames )knew her through web and one of the few rare people I would stay contact with. From a small girl to lady, as time passes we actually got closer. We have got more and more stuffs to talk about. Someone whom I can entrust my secrets to , she's such a caring mei.
ps : everything will be alright ok , u got to be strong. We will be there for you.

My valentine.. Happy 7th month, 01,03,09 .
BoyFriend's in army right now and he's unable to book out last weekends. Damm the field trip, I can only be anticpating for this wed to see him again. Valentine's day , everywhere we go were so packed and in the end, we dined at SBW fish & co. I don't know if it's because the whole place was packed with people, their standard dropped tremendously. Awful dinner I had on val's day. I guessed he like the present I've given because that's what he wants and so do I. Thanks my love .

self made chocolate for 7 special friends .

By now , they've already know who they are. I felt awkward when giving them because it's the first time I'm doing so .lols. And now you know how much I cherish you all :).

Double 0
The night before val's day, double 0.
Seriously I prefer double 0 so much so much as compare to zouk. Music and atmosphere super uppp. But there's one door bitch that didn't allow us to enter , telling us min age is 20 yr old. =.=. Anyway we had our ways to enter. What's wrong with the bitch . $#@%#%. Thanks those who have taken care of me when I'm almost drunk.

Cai jing,I always enjoyed clubbing & drinking with her. Know her for really long and we don't quarrel because she knows my personality well and vice versa.Couldnt believe we were only classmate once before in pri sch and we could be so close till now. One great friend to chill out with , we always find crazy things to do and talk about all sort of stupid things.lovesss.

My dearie ! It's through friend's friend that I get to know her . Afer a few outings and that's how I get close with her.You can never lack of listening ear if you know her.She would be there to give you her piece of advice. It's been a long time since I have club with her. I miss the times when we are still going underage party, she would definetly be one of peeps dancing with me.
So I wanna club with her real soon.

And my besties, I love them alot too . I'm really thankful to them for helping out on my studies during sec school. When teachers asked me questions, they will be sure to help me. I wanna meet them soon again.

Nina, my eating partner. She's the closest to me during sem 2.

Sentosa trip next sat with the few others, I'll try my best to make it :)

my sem 2 class, w45Q :)

Finally I'm done with my updates!
Happy weekends for the everyone of you reading my post.
lovess.

2009-02-01T03:44:00.001-08:00

Blood is thicker than water.
Reunion dinner was awesome. I loved it the best when everyone sits together enjoying the steamboat session. The unexplainable bonding within us, it's been ages I had felt this way.

Chu yi
Headed grandma house super early this year , we were even the first to reach. It was a miracle and for our effort, we've collected more red packets than before.Lols. It was a bit tedious as there was not much stuffs to chat with my father's side cousins.So when we visited my mother's side,the atmosphere was more lively.As soon as all my cousins arrived, the gambling begins. Initially, I resisted myself from gambling but in the end, I resigned to temptation.Everyone's having fun , so why not join in the fun. Halfway, cabbed to TPY with Dear . As promised, I'm going his grandma's house for visitng. I feel like an intruder when I stepped into his grandma's house, the house is packed full of unfamiliar faces.Damm paiseh lo...Midnight, went over to ken's house, gambled from mid to dawn. Poker cards to majong, hours just pass like seconds.So fun yet tiring.

Edited**
I loathed compulsive gambler fucking x infinite times.It's fine to gamble ,I'm refering to those treating gambling to the extent like their drugs, hopeless gambler in another word .Their habits become their love ones nightmare causing unwanted torment to them. My sister friend's dad is one great illustration. He had a promising future, potential to accmulate wealth overtime and the perfect candidate for a wonderful BF. But now, to help pay off his dad's loan, he had a major change in his life. He was no longer what he used to be, equivalent to living a life like a penniless person . All his hard earned money goes to the loan shark. His Dad simply ruined his life.
Lesson learnt : I will never married a compulsive gambler, always think of the consequences before making any decision ....

No pictures taken due to my forgetfulness. I wondered how could I have forgetten to take pictures during CNY leh.

After chu yi I think there's nothing interesting to elaborate anymore. It is just like any ordinary day except visiting a few places. This festive season has a significant role in most of the chinese's heart I reckon. All the busy people finally have some time interacting with their love ones like the intersection of the lines on the graph marks the point.I could visualize the lovely scene,how heartwarming yeap. Thus I have this simple wish, wishing every year could remain this way, everyone would be presented during the gathering. A season like this is rare throughout the year, definitely making me to yearn for more of such gathering.Hearts all my cousins .

Next : Valentine's day .
Love and friendship day,
Another meaningful season.
Hopefully no repeat of what happened last year.
Due to unforeseen circumstances, Dear and I were not able to celebrate it together .

Ranting ...
It depresses me to think that my laptop charger has spoilt causing my laptop unable to function . I've been racking my brains all day but I still couldnt fathom what's the cause of it.
I could only wait till monday to give a call to inquire about the charger.
Same goes to my Hp which has been giving me endless of hassle.
Before the 1 year warrenty expires, I'm going to send it to Nokia for repair.
Facial finally done yesterday, but the redness have not yet subsided.
Blame it on my greediness , gorging on tibits during CNY.

Everything is so so Troublesome....

Photos will be uploaded when my charger is fixed, everything is inside my laptop.
Lastly Happy 6th month with Dear. Though we didnt get to celebrate this day together, we will get to compensate it for the upcoming months. Without understanding and tolerance, I believe we wouldn't be able to come to this far. I don't know what the future will be.To be realistic, nothing lasts forever.But I know I love you for now.

Take care everyone !

2009-01-21T23:22:00.001-08:00

Sharon : aha updated liao lah. I am not so lazy like u la. shorty~ lols. grab from my blog the pictures. I really forgotten about on-lining. opps.u also must stay happy .lovess.
Babytear: sure :)
bacon: lol i didnt go the painting stuff. tink very waste time. becuz i am lazy ma.see update le.
renata: yeap. alot of ppl wearing. ok u are linked :)
val: lol in the end pei xian send me yr no. one day will jio u out. u wait!
izah: alright :)
Joycelyn: sure sure. linked :)
m33rkat: LOL. i am lazy what and you are even worse than me. no body take the initiative to ask us out. so how?
simin: Hello, thanks for the concern and the card bestie.loves
jolene: yeap. meet up soon again. dun brood abt the unhappiness. its over.
xin: yes we have met up with des. and belated merry christmas.lols.
yihui: you are linked :)
Fabian - "W45Q's Ah Bian": okok u are linked!
Jiayun: perhaps CNY i get to see u ?:) ya luh but ok la i am getting use to it. next time will be yr turn.LOL.
Carrie: sorry luh. den u got rmb mine?lols
AmandaEveSeah :}: haha its such a long time i have come to blog too. yeap CNY cuming. zzz. haven find the situable clothes.

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A new lease of life.

After so long of procrastination, I'm back for updateeee......

Goodbye 2008.
All the unhappiness shall be abandoned and forgotten~
A bliss to countdown with my lovlies.Hope everything has gone smoothly for everyone so far for Year 2009. Though, it was utterly heartbreaking to hear few of my friends misfortune encounter. Be it relationship, family etc, I believe everything happens for a reason .It maybe unknown forever or a few moments to realise.when unexpected thing happens, people starts to reflect and evaluate .There is always something to learn from it.Never regret the decision you make or else you will live in a lifetime of regret.It's sheer torment.No matter what, as the saying goes " time is the best medicine ! "Life is full of ups and downs, it's just a natural phenomenon.

Ok I am being so random , enough about that ~

Something for me to be happily anticipating about ,CNY and my 10 weeks long holidays.
Tomorrow is the last day of school, I can finally throw aside my studies completely for the time being. However , I loathed about RP system, changing of class every semester. "ku ku luh"This time, It's going to be W45Q I'm going to miss.I'm already so used to the class, people and I've to re-adapt everything over and over again. So what if you have alot of friends when most of them are your HI-Bye friends ? fuck up system.

New year was nothing special to me as each year passses , there was actually no atmosphere at all except the "ang baos ".I knew my cousins will not give gambling a miss, it's their standard procedures every year. I'm so-not- interested at all so I will just watch and join in the fun at times. Maybe this year I will be going my dear's grandma house for a visit. I feel awkward but I also didn't want to disappoint him. And soon , I get to meet up with my dearest friends for a heart to heart chat ;)

Tomorrow is his book out day again. Time files , it has been almost two months he has served NS. Initially, I was still not getting used to it,the feeling sucks terribly. We could only get to meet once or twice a week. Due to the time constraint ,our relationship gets even better, we've learnt to cherish each other more. It's going to be our six months on the first of feb. I miss him.

Photos :
Outing with sharon BB mei :
We realised that we've actually known each other for quite long but yet the frequency of going out together is very little. Till now,den we have some common topics to chat about. Had a nice time chatting with her. Our funny secrets~orchard trip was a waste as there was nothing for us to buy. We shall meet up soon again.

My fav pic of all.

At sun plaza.

Delicious meal with w45Q :
Before school ends, they ordered it during the break. I am going to miss them !

canadian pizzas.

Pictures taken with Dear:
Mr. Botak , ahaah. Love him lots for the things he had done.

Before going out.

Bringing me to watch movie.

Snapshot while he is eating.

I will never order this again. chilli fish pasta. Terrible.

new year countdown at amber 21 :
That's where I had my new year countdown. All the pubs were full of people and hiring a cab home was hard to the max. When 12 strike, the whole place turned upside down. You could see from the pictures.lols

Everything was in place.

Me and cai jing kana bully. lols

so funny.

With jol dearie.

Proper shot.

christmas countdown at downtown :
In the end, I went chalet straight after work. Amanda and cai jing was busily gambling with the rest of them while I was busily eating the BBQ food. Overall it was enjoyable though we are kana sprayed again. Only one photo is with me.

us

Night out at zouk :
I love clubbing with them ,however I found zouk is getting more and more boring.

Before the party starts.

loves.

Happy new year to everyone~

2008-12-01T01:40:00.001-08:00

Tags replied

xin: updated :)
bacon: haha you are linked :)
val: jio me out soon yeap. now u everytym go BQ le hor.
umairah: haha no need miss me le. i almost evertym go smk with you.
adelson: yes my dear. haha love you.
sally: i miss you too. muz ask out soon. my life pretty alright. you?
carrie: not rotting le.lols when is yr birthday?
evelyn: u are linked :)
jia yun: thats good for u . thanks for yr concern. I am well le. Hmm yea will see u real soon at grandma house. enjoy yr holidays.
nina: lols holiday coming le. no need jealous. u also have count properly le what.laughs.
AMANDA: ok see u soon nu er.
jolene: update again le. let's countdown to saturday.
m33rkat : ahaha thanks. Not really once a month la but when i feel like updating? lols yr foto inside izzit. ask me see.

Monday bluez

I'm getting so sick of school. Every morning when I wake up, I've to pull myself to school very reluctantly.Lucky, there's some motivators in school encouraging me not to skip school too often. I pondered will I be able to make it through this three years at this state.In today's society is realistic , isn't it? Without cert, you are = eating shit.Even uni Grad nowadays would have difficulties finding high salary job despite their qualification. Therefore, I'm putting up with all these craps. Last friday just chatted with Jia Li and found out that my course is a real nightmare.Fear strucked me. God bless.

Recently I am occupied with work and study. Next Saturday is the last day of work with jol dearie, extremely elated because we don't have to be indirectly under the hot sun due to the closure of jurong entertainment centre. S'pore weather is extremely hot and humid ,you could feel the heat even not under the sun.I wanna have tons and tons of money or maybe I should just marry off a rich man luh.Lols,jk only ! Most girls spend money like opening tap water which I really admit.ytd just spent pretty sum of money on my skincare. Many things have caught my eyes too so basically there's too many endless wants and needs . T.T. My plan is to work hard for money as holiday is approaching. Christmas is coming as well ! Stil thinking where I will be heading to ? club, pub, singing or somewhere else ? Hopefully it will be fun .

Today is the 4th month aniversary with Dear!12 more days, he's going in army. I really cherish the times I spend with him now, when he's serving NS, we would have much lesser time together. I reckon, I would get used to it after some time. At lest, he has promised he would call me up everyday. (ps: just serve yr ns peacfully, but not forgetting yr promise .)This time I was surprised that he bought me roses, sweet. love him.

I miss my dearest friends and dear.

On Dear's birthday :
second time celebrating his birthday with him . This time round it was only the two of us, in between we did quarrell but patched things up soon ."Beverly hill Chiwawa "was a very cute dog show, recommeneded to watch. Hope he did enjoy and love what I had done for him. Will upload more pictures when I get from him.

He likes this picture. Taken at sembawang park.

While wating to set off.

His cakes. nice?

What he bought for me :)

club at st james, Powerhouse :

Enjoyed myself. Get to know joycelyn who is also from RP and she's just beside my class. Lols. The music was great except it was superby crowded. I wanna go clubbing soon again.

The girls.

From jocelyn's friendster, only the guys was not inside the pictures.

Drink!

Inside the toliet.

Dark

Our stupid face.

EX-classmates gathering :

Happy birthday to Sarah and michelle!It's been a long time since the last w16k gathering. :)

Taken from elly , trip to haji lane:

didnt include during my last entry. Everyone is in .!

Off to watch TV.

Will update again when I am free.

Loves.

I want a stress-free life!

2008-10-31T22:30:00.001-07:00

Replied
jolene: not rotting le ok. haha. updated !
nina: where got !lol.
baby tears: sure,:)
mich cousin: yeap. :)
xin: updated!
Ping hui: haha sure. soon soon muz be free fer me.
jia lin: haha updae again le. ps tt tym cannot acc u .
amanda: alright.misses.
sally: you muz be strong. anything feel free to call me ok. cheer up.
serene: alright . sure. :)
m33rkat: from jia lin's blog link till here right.lol.
umai: see u soon after the holiday. !!!
carrie : your no. still the same? your holiday when.
Jia yun: haha ya go there romactic with my BF. so exam finish alrdy rite??
sharon: i'm also glad to have know you, you got any pro feel free to tell me. Don;t always hide it. must mug hard for yr studies le. no slacking. love you bb mei.
i'm not vig : yes you are vigggg.
qHui: ok fine. I link u now !:)

Due to my laziness, it's going to be a pretty long post.

I reckon most of them are still soundly asleep while I am wide awake. I've got the tendency to be up early whenever I'm not feeling well. Down with running nose , headache and sore throat,extremely uncomfortable.It has been bugging me ever since last monday.Thanks to sickness,my one week of holiday plan is partially ruined.And now, my love is sick too.darm~Blogging is perhaps the most brilliant way to waste time. I'm still hesitating if I should go out today, cant resist the temptation but I do wish to recover soon.oh-so Contradicting ~

For this moment, I can happily forget having to wake up super early for school, studying and killing my brain cells. Enjoying, eating, slping and going out is my life.Moreover, it's time for me to earn extra bucks needed to satisfy my desire for shopping.How a.w.e.s.o.m.e can it be when holiday is here. It totally rocks my life . After this weekends, it is going to be back to square one.The usual tedious routine~

And somehow I felt that I am a quite fickle minded person in many aspects.I've dyed my hair black again without a second thought but after dying, I feel like going for other colour. I can't make a really firm stand in my decision.At times, it is a real pain in the neck especially when you've alot of choice to choose from.

Pictures :

Outing with classmates .
Bugis shopping and next, Haji lane to camwhore .
Great day! too bad nina cant make it.

Posing, seems super high.~

Inside a very nice shop.

ELLY!

FIFI!

Haz and fi fi at LJS.

Preparing to take pics~

For laughter. the nerdy spec.lols.

Proper one.

Twistts.!

With Sharon BB mei.

Will ask you out to drink soon . ;)

Val's advanced bdae celebration,Drink and enjoyed.

Great day out.

Me,Cai Jing, Amanda, Shandy.

Three of us.

Before that, steamboat at Amk!

Ah Ma's bdae celebration .

Though I am not very close to her, she is indeed the best ah ma I had ever known. Hope she love the present we have brought her. :)

Boat Quay

With Gui Gui, We have taken quite a number of photos but all we dislike.lols.

X.jess, me, Gui Gui and Jol. :)

On our way to CWP .

Lols.

Classmates and Haz's friends.

During work with my Sis.

In some ways, we look alike.

Haha.

Happy third month .
Today, 01.11.08 marks the third month together with Dear. I am really satisfied having him by my side, he has brought colours to my life.We have been through so much so much, the good and bad times that I can never forget. I love you!

2008-09-25T00:17:00.001-07:00

Replied

Jia yun : oh.Lols i dont tink u got tell me before la :)
xin: haha yeap the one n only.but i dun like my face inside.ok . take care.
kai ling:yeap. how have u been?
naceya:alright u are linked. :)
lin: glad u enjoy yrself.wrking soon, take care. n shall meet up during oct period.
ping hui: linked. gd now can easily access to yr blog!
hui fang: yeap keep bump into you ard the junction there.lols
nina: linked darlink!
Gonzalez: visit nv drop me yr link.
m33rkat: hi, you are?
carrie: touched leiis. haha. yeap out soon. when u free?
renata: ok let's see :)
eric:bastard,lols. i die die dun wan.
jolene:sat we met up n i enjoy :) tink by now yr fringe should be ok le.
mich cousin:haha i update again le.

Back to blog,with Photos !

My classmates :

Love !

Proper and sweets. but look below.

LOL

Smoking inside the old school bus.Lols. =.=

Next,during the past one week.

Meet up with sharon bb mei at sembawang.

We got the tendency to dislike every photo we take. But I still going to post it. haha.
Hope everything for her is fine now. ps: you can always ring me up when you need someone to talk to. silly bb mei.=)

Prawning with Dear and Robin.

I had a fun time with them .

Live prawn!

BBQ-ing .

Yong Xiang's Bdae at Paris park.

Happy 18 bdae to her ! She must have enjoyed .

Left pretty early, didnt manage to drink with them.Apologised.

My weekends will be occupied with work.
Argg , that's the only thing I loathed about it.
On the happier side,I've got a companion whom is none other my dearest sister :).
And pretty attractive pay .
Great~Suntec from 26 to 28 sep.

Bye!

2008-09-15T22:12:00.000-07:00

Tags are replied.

Chun leng :linked :)
fifi:cute lady , linked :)
kimmi: haha yes yes. sorry girl evertym when u meet me, you have to see my tired face. so when i am not tired i will call u up !
nina: linked =D
Vig: linked! i rather be gold kiwi if i am kiwi .haha.
Ping hui: hey. MISS u too la!! surprise to see u tag me. its ok i understand. when meeting up?
xin: haha after donkey years.u working ma. ya if nv go find they all i will also not get to see u .
adelson: love my dear :DDD
jolene: haha yes i know rotting. so now i go update le. see u next week if possible =D
Gonzalez: hellos.lols why u call yrself such name.
elly: yoz..I love your blog song alot.haha. u are linked!
xii: hellos classmate. u are linked~
mic: uploaded but only one.lols.
umariah: glad tt at times we still get to meet up during brk.love you.
sharon: miss u too. hellos who are you calling shorty. shorty bbmei.haha!
carrie: have linked you.loves!
sasa: hello, sch reopen le. which black are u in now. didnt get to see you.
jia yun: haha izzit. what sch are u in den??
lin: i where got thinner, i also not on diet ! :)
renata : yeap i saw u too at the somerset mrt station with kailing they all. but u didnt call me.lols.

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After so much procrastination, I am here to update again. Sorry guys for the extremely late reply of tags.You know, I am a rather lazy girl.lols.Seriously,It's very nice of those who have been tagging me constantly despite my lack of update.Much appreciated :) I've so much to say but I've no idea where to start from. So I shall begin from the lastest. Weekends = my favourite time of the week. Thus it's always spent with people I love!

Another day out with Dear.
Morning, went to attend what "friendship gathering concert" with dear , his mother and robin. His mother insisted us to go with her.To be a nice GF, I have to accept this offer.Lols.After math, bus-ed back to sembwang for a movie, 4bia which I have been grumbling to watch it.The show ends at 6pm plus.To kill boredom, we decided to purchase candles but it was out of stock.Thanks to Sally, we've one packet of candles to play with.

Loves.

Snapshot of him .

The heart we make together.

Sheesha session
Saturday!Meet up with sarah, Phelan, his 3 friends,lewis, Cody, Song, Philip & his gf. at our usual hangout place for sheesha-ing. Their service is getting worse esp the malay fasting period, we waited super long for the seats, charcoal etc. Laugh my ass out when lewis used vulgarities at them.

Smile ~

Sarah :)

W45Q
That's my new class ,w45Q.I found most of my new classmates are pretty easy to socialise with.winks. But lessons are getting more and more sucky, the way the faci conducts the lesson totally turns me off. Every morning I am so reluctunt to go school , i've many stuffs to rant about. Bascially I loathed school !

ps: I miss W16K dearly , I miss the time hanging out with them.

HAHA.

Haz classmate , the first person in class i would find when I wanna smoke.Lols.

Elly classmate , super love the song in her blog.

Zoo trip
Dear did keep his promise by bringing me to the zoo when his pay day had arrived. When I stepped into the place,so much changes had taken place till I almost cant recognize .We had a enjoyable time observing the animals, their hilarious and uber cute actions. Love him !

Kinda expensive . 18 bucks for one photo .

some of the animals.

Whisky Bar
Went to look for Chun Yao & co with cai jing and jol. Its been ages since I last saw them, many were already in army.Lols. Chit-chitted with xin and ben too as they were working there. Finally get to meet up with my girls :)

Idon't like my face in this pic~

My girls !

Kim's bdae
Notice the black shirt guy on the left? It's his 22th bdae, HAPPY BIRTHDAY ! Dine at Fish&co,his sweet GF, Jia lin bought him a lovely cake frm swensen. Yummy~ Get to know this bunch of peeps through working at comex. It's fun working with them,they helped me to pass time with their craps. Outing soon again~

us.

Jia Lin .

The Guys.

Sentosa
It was supposed to be a sentosa trip with w16k, planned so beautifully. In the end ?Only four person turned up.Lols.Sarah, Ian, Michelle and Me. Afterall, It was still not too bad, played volleyball with others. Sunburnt ~

Can u spot me playing volleyball?haha.

Michelle, me, sarah.

I miss my sisters, besties and my lovely boy.
Attending yong xiang's BBQ later.Tired~
Done with my updates, will update real soon.Loves ~

2008-08-18T04:06:00.001-07:00

From this moment life has begun

Holiday of mine has started a few days back and in another two weeks time, it's coming to an end. I'm utterly dissapointing laaa, it's merely three weeks holiday. Having plenty of stuffs to do , i reckon it's impossible to fulfil most of it. Worst still, I loathed my holiday dates which don't complement with most of my friend's holiday dates at all.Darmm. Perhaps soon, I will learn to appreciate the short holiday given, it's something I can never dream of changing.Another semester is equivalent to a change of class,I've been seriously wondering what kind of class will I be ended up in. Hopefully it's going to be a wonderful class with interesting people. Bye W16k, you all will be remembered.

Fulfilled.
Reborn my hair and recieved quite a number of feedbacks, there wasn't much differences except the texture was smoother than before. A bit waste of money but I've been wanting to reborn my hair for so long. Replenish my cosmetics and skincare products too, satisfied~On the other side, I 've burnt a hole in my pocket.haha.

A new lease of life
As usual, my life revolves around my BF and dearest friends.To those whom have been contacting me, it is manifested that I spent most of my time with BF. I love being with him , he never fails to brighten up my day with his lil actions.Needless to say, excluding the times we quarrels, no one loves to quarrel right?Thing has get better, we are so much loving and sweeter than before.In love, compromise is definitely needed to keep the relationship moving on smoothly.Looking forward to the zoo trip he promise me, when he gets his pay.I've never been there for donkey years.And of course, some partying with my dearest peeps. I've not stepped into club ever since I am officially 18.Life's so great with them around :)

Some pictures below.

A place of relaxtion, BQ.Only managed to take picture with cai jing.

Outing with Carrisa , didnt hang out with her for quite some time. Chit-chatted quite alot about our personal life.Cine to catch the movie, "meet dave."I like!

Taken by Dear, he bring me to this lovely park somewhere located between seragoon and AMK. I looked so silly up there.Lols.

Serenity and happiness is all that I ask for.

Lovess

2008-08-05T18:26:00.000-07:00

Say all I need.

Officially 18 !
31 july 08 , my birthday falls on this very special day and thus I have already turned 18.It's like so finally after so many months of bitter waiting.What's hassle to me in the past, no longer it is going to be.Lols.Well, no better brilliant ideas other than steamboat and aftermath pub. It sounds rather tedious but this time round was so much better, especially the ambiance there was awesome.And what's more can be sweeter when I get to celebrate with my love, adelson dear :).Though, he couldnt make it for the steamboat, he was with me for the whole afternoon.

Millions thanks to the people who have attended my birthday and make the day memorable. Also people who have send/wish me with the lovely greetings, I didnt reply so I shall mention it here :)

Pictures shall do the talkings:

Great friends and great day I had.

Cai Jing, Me, Mun Ling.

We look so scattered.

My ex classmates cum besties. Even though we are busy with our own lives. You all will never be forgotten.

I love her.

Haha cutting cake.

Again, a photo of us. Val's the one taking the picture.

Much appreciated !

They surprise me with this lovely cake.

The sweet presents I have recieved .

Adding on, Ph also bought me my fav ice cream and val's mini cake from coffee bean.sweet!
Not forgetting too the fish&co treat from CK :)

Happy 17th birthday to UMAIRAH babe. - 03 augest .

With her BF. Apologized to have left so early, hope she have enjoyed her day.

Sarah and umairah trying to make the smoky effect.Lols.

Engrossed

Hopefully the second semester, we would at least all ended in the same block.

Me and Sarah. Forget what the shop name is called.

Ever since O1.08.08.

After so much things have happened, we still ended up together.Perhaps it's all fated?No more dwelling on the past because it's supposed to be a brand new start for us. This period of time, thanks for trying to showering me with lots of love and care.I gave you the last chance and cherish you, I hope you do.I love you, my dear boy.

Holiday is just a few days away from now which is contributing to one of the factors why I am not attending school regularly.And i need lots and lots of $$$$$$$$$$$.If money could drop from the sky. haha I know I am thinking too much.No money = no enjoyment.

Later on, going to watch "money not enough 2"with dear.

rated 4/5 . Nice show.

Shall update again soon.

2008-07-27T10:11:00.000-07:00

Tags replied
xin : it's kewei_90@hotmail.com. lols no wonder till now u also cant add me. n i have updated le!
ying ying: Miss u too. meet up soon!
izah: haha yeap i have updated. cum sch more often la.
Qian hua: alright will link you ;)
Adelson: haha wat kay siao. n i am not ah pui smack you.:D
Xiao Qiang: you are?
Michlyn: alright. when going dwn sun plaza again. maybe will bump into you :)
Amanda: haha okay but i dun noe yr frenster link. loves.
Sharon: see, we meet again w/o texting. fated ! i will meet u soon again.LOVES.
Hong Ling: haha not long ago juz bump into you. rmb to give my yr link!
Jol: Welcome. i'll be there when you need. always rmb :)
Gen: see u soon :)
Jia yun: haha me too. ok link you soon. see u soon . tc biao mei.
Ping hui : woah so long nv see u le. MISS u leiis. u bo xim. my bdae muz come arh

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BACK!
Due to my procrastination, my poor blog is being left to rot.
My current job management sucks to the core therefore I am planning to hunt for new job!
Anyone got lobang related to beauty line?
At this moment in time, I am satisfied with my life.
All the unhapiness, plz fking don't enter my life and screw it up :)

Pictures time :
headed 0 -point on saturday,interesting night because there's entertainment from ah seng & co. hahaha. I cant fathom why my face will become very red even juz one cup of liquor.This often mislead people that I am drunk .Lols.

Ying ying, me and jol . Ying ying joined us awhile :)

Our shag faces.

Entertainer.LOL.

Dearie

With Adelson , the stupid pig. Pictures say it all :)

:)

Sheesha-ing with them! I was darm sleepy that night .

random shot.

Gen's whatever face.lols

Thxs carrie for accompanying me to wait till their arrival.Loves

Outside Access room.Lol we are trying to act emo but failed. Nice knowing them :)

Qiu hui , Me, felicia.

Lols la.

Compared my face to hers.Lols. Mine is super red while hers is super white.It was Daniel's bdae celebration and we went one of the china town pub, crazy hour. My first time drinking there ,I don't enjoy at all, fuck up waitress I still prefer BQ :)

Compare

Aftermath switch to another pub at hong kong street to find their friends. Crazy that night, slack at the pub till 7am plus just to sing.Lols.

W16k, my lovely class. In a few weeks time, we are going to separate class. I am going to miss them :(

Umariah.stupid bitch!

Not completed, some were not in the pic

Watch these movies over the past few weeks. Arranged according to my preference , “It’s a boy girl thing” is loved.

My birthday is approaching in 4 days time. Looking forward to it !

2008-06-24T07:52:00.000-07:00

Tags :
jian xiang:icic.lols kk i reply u in frenster.
umairah:linked. haha see now i got come school le. see u tml!
izah:see i never lie to you. i got update and gd , finally i get to see u in sch. tml better come!
Sharon:so touched by what u said. It's true we are not contacting as often as the past but you are still the best mei. Love you la. ring me up too if you are unhappy.loves.
sally:i've got many things to do for u .but i will do. wait ok.lols
xin:lols des bk in tai wan. lucky we got meet him before he went off. You also sch start le.haha.
amanda:alright nu er. ring me up den.
michyln:haha oh, so long nv see u ler :)
jol:Good.hope you are enjoying yr life now. haha.

Happiness belongs to the self-sufficient

After skipping one week of school, it feels so sucky going back to school again .You will have the tendency to skip more and it was proven right by the number of people attending the class on monday.Lols.I just found out I was not the only one absent for so long.

My love in class :

Without them, i will be bored to death man.

Lols, captured only my body.

Back to my holidays, I kinda enjoyed it, done with most of the things I plan to do during the break. Meet up with some of my lovelies which i wanted to meet badly :) Catched "sex and the city ", it wasnt as nice as i expected but "Kung fu panda " is a show highly recommended to watch .It's halirious and the characters inside are super cute. I am still pondering which show should i watch on friday night.suggestion ??

This weekend is not burnt at last for i don't have to work. Awesome! And now, i am already looking forward to it.

Below are some pictures taken over the past few weeks, enjoy:
On the way to Pasir ris chalet:
Drinking session at Pasir ris park with jolene's friends. Waited so long for her friends to arrive until we almost lost our patience.

While waiting .

Pasir ris toliet, look at how dirty the toliet is.

Nothing better to do.

=)

MOS :
Fun night except while waiting to get in!

Bumped into gen & her friends .

Dearies .

Me and her :)

Love them.

Reflection.

TOP 1 singing :
I think the price there is very resonable and considered cheap. There's even free flow of drinks and you can sing from 11pm to 5 30 am. It's fun singing with ping hui and chun leng.Wanna go again!

snapshot.

Jolene's advanced celebration :
Chomp chomp to eat as to celebrate dearie's advance birthday. Hope she have enjoyed and happy birthday once again.

Sweet yeap.

Before we went off.

Meet up with the two lovely girls, yi ling and calina at woodlands :
My ex colleagues , I miss the times working with them . They are the ones I can bitch with when working.

At the car park.

Calina !

Yi ling!

A pic of them =)

Dearest panda sis , carrie :
Finally we've meet up after so long. Shopped around far east and we chatted alot about our past.=)

Lovess.

Our reflection.

Ending with this :

Closed off from love,I didnt need the pain .

2008-06-09T10:19:00.001-07:00

Tags :
eric : bastard can u stop yr nonsense.lols.
xiao jess : re-link u alrdy :)
izah: linked alrdy n i've got lots of things to ask u !
Pei xian : thurday shall see u all :DD
jolene:yeap ! this sat your advance celebration den can see u le . happy hor:)
michyln : hello! u found my blog.lols i have linked u .
Xin: left only this sun free. u holiday till when.
Sally: i'll do it soon. Sally leiis !
Amanda :alright.link you up le :)

Complicated....

Blogging time, some bastard is hurrying me to update.Lols you know who you are.FU.

So here it goes :Holiday is coming to an end in 5 days time, thinking what I have been doing during this holiday? Practically nothing much other than working and going out. Having insufficient beauty sleep for the past few days and my eye bags's getting heavier.ARGG.

Starting from Saturday :
Town with Cai jing,CJ's BF, shirley and tricia.

Shirley.

Tricia .

Cai jing.

Three Spastic faces.Lols.

Night time went boat quay, music heritage to attend ken's friend birthday. And i didnt know that gen actually works down there,Lols what a small world. Shirley come down to find me and I love her company man.If not i will be bored to death i reckon. After rotting there like 1, 2 hours, we decided to club but because we are both underage. Keith had a hard time finding club to go , tried MOS, fashion bar, NANA and Rumours. It's either their friends not on shift or even the guys cant enter due to the age limit.Lols. So in the end settled at orchard plaza , "97" But darm, RNB is not played that day. After danced a few old techno, ard 5 am plus we cabbed home.Ha what a day but overall i enjoyed .

Taken in the toilet.

During evening time, trained back to Amk hub for father's day celebration. My elder sister is giving a treat to the every one of us at "Dian xiao er". I think our last dinner together it's during reunion dinner which was super long ago.The food was delicious and it costs her a bomb. Thanks sis for the treat :)

My younger brother and i look so short beside him.

Loves. Put a heat shape becuz of the stupid women behind spoiling everything.

Friday :
Bumped into gin and clara while working, it's really so nice of them to wait for me to knock off.slack at my house and camwhore alot. Don't forget our date to hilltop with the others !

Far east toliet.

My house :)

Clara, my long time freind.

Geogina.

Thursday :
This time round, I Initiated to go down CWP to meet shaorn bb mei instead of her going down SBW. So with her and Hui hui, we slacked at carvana and chit-chitted. I was really happy for her because of the good new she told me.

ps : Finally see the real smile of yours, good luck to you two :) Cannot bio tar bor already ah. HAHA.

Snap shot !

Hui hui n me .

With Shorty !Lols.

Lastly a pic of me.

Something is bothering me. Fuck up feeling....
I wish i can hack care about it.

2008-06-02T09:16:00.001-07:00

A useless life is an early death. ...

Finally, holiday has arrived! It is just merely two weeks and there are lots of things i want to accomplish within this period of time. Screwed,thus i must fully utilise it and also grab this opportunity to earn more money ! Ha without money there's bascially no enjoyment la. Right?

East coast yesterday night with Darry,Desmond and Ck . I thought I would be rather moody but apparently not with their nonsensical entertainment. Des is back to sg yesterday night from Tai wan after six months, he's still the same except he had shed some weight.Lols. I think he's really one lucky soul to be able to enjoy life while serving NS. He has been complimenting how good tai wan is throughout the whole night.BTH him!Lols.We chit-chatted till 4am plus and cabbed home.Anway thanks them for contributing part of the cab fare . :)

Friday meet up with Cai jing and jolene for shopping. After train-ed back, Cai jing and I slack at void deck for a heart to heart chat. It has been ages since we chatted for so long, kinda reminise the past.Glad that we are still keeping in contact till now . Same goes to jolene yeap :)

Working life starts tml....
T.E.D.I.O.U.S

I close my eyes to understand and also not to look only at the surface.

2008-05-27T07:16:00.000-07:00

TAGS *

sharon:haha i try . somtimes i am lazy ma. Yes i upload our pic. so nice of me right. nvm la i know we will have the chance and you also holiday le. love you too bb mei :)

yvonne:I miss you too!!!

sofia:yeap super long yeap. I'm fine. u ??

xin : yes, eating is a bliss. haha.

sally: Lols i still scare is u that will forget me ok. ok la with them :) is you who get along very well with yr classmates and forget us. meet up during holiday!

pei xian: Yes, its a must to meet up during the holiday if not i will kill u.

jol: haha real soon like tml?

mich : i've linked u :)

Pictures taken last saturday:
Headed Haji lane for sheesha-ing after my work with this bunch of peeps below, was actually quite tempted to go drinking with jin they all but after their physco-ing . Well, you can envisage the result.Lols. I think the place they had chosen to Shee sha kinda sucks to the core, their service was utterly bad la . Blacklisted ! After that, we went round the place taking photos and crapping.Till 11 pm plus, train-ed home.

Enjoy!

HAHA.

Phelan ,the penguin.

Me & Carissa

Sheesha .

The five of us :)

I like this pic.

Current status:
At Ping Hui's house blogging while watching TV. It has been some time since I met up with her. The moment we met up, We will have endless of topic to bitch about .I just enjoyed the time being with her.During the Holidays , there will definitely be more meet up sessions yeap.

School life is fun
BUT
i dread having one problem to solve each day which is killing my brain cells.
please proceed to 31th of may man.

Skipped today's presentation and went out with my classmates.Lols a total of 11 people skipped the presentation . I guessed the faci should be boiling with rage but who cares.Came to realise that I have been hanging out with people in my school quite often nowadays.
Fun-loving people :)
And great,dearie's coming to meet me tml.
Alright shall blog till here.

Explanation is useless, time is the best proof.
I believe *

2008-05-20T00:10:00.000-07:00

SHROUDED IN SECRECY*

Twist .

Town with her to cine. Meet up with her at 5 plus and we shopped around hereen. After that eat at Kobayashi , we went to catch a movie.,"Whats happening at vegas"It is extremely nice! I enjoyed it more than Ironman, Go catch it if you haven.

@ Martin entertainment

Hitted Boat quay saturday night with my classmates & schoolmates.It was the first outing with them yeap.Initially I thought i was going to be bored to death but it turns out the opposite way. Had a fun time playing 5, 10 with the fellow people esp with gen.Even though we just know each other the night before we are very click.

First half

Another half

Apple, me and gen !

That stupid guy in my class, lewiis.lols.

She's gen :)

Bumped in alson & co at there.After my class mates they all left,Gen and me joined alson&co to drink for the second round. Lols. We are still not in the state to go off yet.Everything was awesome except the waitress there, FK. I swear this is the last time going there.Till 6 am plus cabbed home !

alson, bryan, hui xiang

Below are just some random pics taken during the past few weeks.

With Dearie to bugiis. Ages since i last met up with her. x(

EAT, Pastamania .

Carissa

Stupid face.Lols.

Sharon BB mei :) Haha she don't like the pic.

Siao siao one."Fang lao shi".LOL we don't even know her.

My beloved classmates. I love them the most in class.

i.l.u

All i need is you love and concern.

KEWEI

My precious turtles.They had being with me for one yr plus.

Ever since school started, I have not been blogging till now. And now holiday is approaching in 11 days time.I am freaking looking forward to it !but majority of my friends holiday started when mine is about to end which is so saddening la.

I MISS MY FRIENDS esp
pei xian,sze ying, sally, ping hui, cai jing, jolene,ying ying, wi wi, ying hui,mun ling

& clubbing!

shall blog again soon :)

2008-04-02T04:39:00.000-07:00

My blog has been rotting terribly so here i am to update again.For this past few weeks, I have been sacrificing my beauty sleep over hanging out with my love ones.Night life is definitely fun but i doubt when school reopen i will stll stay out till so late.Skipped today's orientation as i am too tired to attend and also partly because Li jie did not want to go too .Lols. Yesterday party at butter factory was considered 'so-so',It was a very last min decision.

Each of us posting a stupid face.

Dearies. loves.

Butter factory toliet.lols.

The Birthday girl. Happy sweet sixteen!

29 March held her celebration, met up with the clubbing girls at Marina square.Dearie and i came in halfway during their singing session with a lovely cake.A lil surprise for her.After which, we went to the mac and slack for 5 fking hours.Aint we pro?Lols bitching away with alot of halirious thingsAt night, we cab to city plaza pub to find Ying hui & wi wi friends.Only Cai jing,Cai jing Bf and jolene didnt come along.Played 5-10 and one by one starts to get tipsy.Lols.3 Plus left and head to Boat Quay to find Darry & co.

Ha. she is abit tipsy.

She's Ying Ying.

That night was also one of the guy's 21th birthday.

Entertainment stuffs.LOL.
Something which wi wi and i promise to post in our blog. Look at the difference!

Three years ago.....

till now.....

haha :DD

Rebecca so enjoying taking photos.Lols.

Us :)

My loves, one of the outing with them!

Yong ren and me at hilltop :).

So lazy to elaborate more,pictures say it all. So i shall just end my post here.
Hopefully tml's oriention will be fun.

If our love was a story book.We would meet on the very first page.

2008-03-19T07:20:00.001-07:00

One of the off day taken with Ping Hui.
Went to watch "Sky of love " with her and her friends at woodland.It was darm pathetic la becuz there was only a total of seven people in the theatre.Lols.The show is so darm touching and nice~

me and Cai jing .Hearts.

18/03/08
Enrolment is such a hassle . so much procedures had to be done.Headed down to RP and luckily i had Pei xian and Val with me that day.The people down there even thought they were the ones who wanted to enrol instead of me.Lols.A million thanks to them!

Went home to have a nap and get changed. Met up with dearie at Sembawang after persuading her to come SBW instead of AMK.We had nothing better to do thus i ask her to come over to my house to watch Tv and eat.10pm plus we walked to Sp mac for slacking session. Bumped into Bear & co and we slacked together.11 plus she got to go off and i went hilltop to drink with Yong ren, Xin li,Bear, jason and Chai Wai. This was the first tym i stepped into there ever since the new opening.Atmosphere was alright lurh.2 am plus the pub closed and we went 505 eat. Lastly YR and Bear sent me home thanks to their 'jokes' =.=.

Tml working again.zzzzzzzz.

Sometimes put yourself in other ppl's shoe and feel how they feel.

So confused..
can anyone tell me what to do?

2008-03-12T05:20:00.001-07:00

Zouk toliet. Just nice i am captured in this foto.

In a mess.

Yesterday waited super long to get into Zouk.Even though we had tried all means to cut, we wasted almost up to 2 hour.Hells.Last year event was definitely much more better.The dance floor was fully packed and everyone stinks man.Lols.Danced till around 4am , cabbed back sembawang and went to eat mac.I did enjoy myself last night with the girls. And i wanna turn eighteen soon.Underage party suxs.

The key to your heart.

You are attracted to those who have a split personality - cold as ice on the outside but hot as fire in the heart.

In love, you feel the most alive when your lover is creative and never lets you feel bored.

You'd like to your lover to think you are optimistic and happy.

You would be forced to break up with someone who was insecure and in constant need of reassurance.

Your ideal relationship is lasting. You want a relationship that looks to the future... one you can grow with.

Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment.

You think of marriage as something that will confine you. You are afraid of marriage.

In this moment, you think of love as commitment. Love only works when both people are totally devoted.

Went to do this test out of curiosity and it was rather true.

2008-03-07T18:04:00.000-08:00

If the sight of the blue skies fills you with joy,
if a blade of grass springing up in the fields has power to move you,
if the simple things of nature have a message that you understand,
rejoice, for your soul is alive.

2008-03-02T08:58:00.001-08:00

Updated.

Since i am resting at home today. Shall briefly post what i have been doing lately and a few number of overdue pictures . Beginning with the lastest , it was Cai jing's advanced birthday celebration yesterday. We ate at MA MAISON with her other friends.Waiting for everyone is present can really bored to death.It was freaking long! Anyway hope she have enjoyed herself fully.Aftermath all went seperate ways and left only the following of us. Jolene , Xin Li,Tian Seng, Joseph & Kevin discussing where to go.Lols.Two hours of procrastination, our driver , Bo Wen arrived and drive us to yishun dam.Darm halirious and stupid wasnt it to waste the two precious hours thinking where to heed? At there chit-chat, chilled till 2 am plus, we went home. It was pretty fun :)

Slacking at yishun dam.

Mr Bean.Guess who's leg is this ?lols.

Kevin & Seng acting cute!

Posting a lan jiao bin.HA.

On the 27 feb was Darry's 18th birthday.We dine at a bugis restuarant which i have forgotten what the name is called.It's quite expensive but the place was really high-class.Even plain water needs money.Lols.=.=.After the meal some of us suggested going to pub as we didnt want to go home yet. Me, Xin Li, Darry,Wei Jin,Daniel,Monkey and Fate headed down to Double C.It was a Weekday so there was not much people down there.Played games, drink n i was abit drunk. 4am plus cabbed home alone and wanna thanks the guys for being so nice.

:D

Birthday boy.

Hope he will find his happiness soon.

Me and Xin Li . Lol looking at yandaos?

Cheers!

During work,02 skin.
Two of my lovely colleagues! A great time working with them ,Cai Yun, Jenny and Evadene at Wisma.Whenever i am feeling blue i will tell them about it and they will never fail to cheer me up. But such a pity that from March onwards we will not be working together.Loves*

Evadene*

Jenny*

Birthday girl ,at taste of thailand. 18 feb.
My bestie, ah xian 18th birthday! As usual the same group of us.Me, Pei Xian ,Sally,Sze ying,Yong Xiang and val went to eat at taste of thailand.We waited for half an hour for the seats and you could guess how delicious the food is.Furthermore they are pretty cheap .I loved the pineapple rice most.We bought really a small cake for her knowing most of us would not eat the cake.Sing birthday song and alot of people were looking at her which makes her embarrassed .HA.Thats what our intention is.During night time, back to sembawang and had a lil drinking session.The liquor with the mixture of fruits juice sucks totally.I sweared i would not buy again.Overall i enjoyed myself hope she do.

So cute when she was wishing.laughs*

Randoms.
Slacking session with my dearie at AMK. Had lottaz of fun that night with the two others.She knows when i refering to.Lols.

Even though we used to quarrels quite often.Our friendship wasnt affected cuz we know we didnt mean it.

Come across this pic with Wi Wi which was taken quite long ago.Lols.

& I cant wait for 11 march to arrive.Clubbing with my girls again!

In life, everything happens for a reason.

Since it was me who had chosen this path.I got to stand firm to my decision.4 months plus of love, how could i deny i dont even feel abit sad.But somehow,I believe this is the best option for the both for us. For all the happy memories i kept inside my heart 12/10/07.

I understand that with loves comes pain.

2008-02-16T07:09:00.000-08:00

Live the life you love,and love the life you live.

Sorry guys for letting my blog rot for so long.There's actually pretty lots of things for me to rant about but because of the accumulation, i have no idea where to start from.

Time files dont u agree?Awaiting for reunion dinner ? valentine? All this have past and turned into history.Valentine day was not a great one this year.I know noone should be at fault for that, perhaps heaven is playing game with me.Nevertheless we celebrated it the very next day.It has been 4 months plus together with dear.Anyway hope all lovers could be together . :)

Chinese new year is plain tedious. Nothing special other than taking red packets.Is there any way to spice up yeap?And all the deep fried food /tidbits are driving me to loss of voice and fever.Utterly torturing to me to withstand my eating temptation with so many good foods infront of me.Due to my sheer bordem, i have conquered "Kung fu dunk,Ah Long,cj 7 lastly Ps i love you.All are recommended to watch!They are great shows to brighten up your lovely day.

In the blink of an eye , i have been working for two months plus.Changing of job did come across my mind but after so much hesitation, I decide to stay.I love my working enviroment and the people around me.They are so click with me, i have nothing to stress about.Maybe i will resign when i am schooling as i loathe to work while studying.Tml i will be informed which poly i will be heading to, seriously speaking i am quite anxious about it.Last year all my appeal were unsucessful.Do you know how fuck it feels.I dont want it to happen any more again.

Heard from friend , some dreadful new.Though he is not someone who is very close with me.Its still very saddening. RIP HYM. Life is so unpredictable.Never take things for granted cause we never know what we have till its gone.Do cherish your love ones ,let them know how much they mean to you.

Love is like beautiful sunset-You enjoy every minute of it , but when it finally disappears , you long for it to return again.

2008-01-03T05:49:00.001-08:00

A new lease of life.

31 Dec 07

Hitted clark quay for the countdown with my ex schoolmates.A very last minute decision to meet up with them because i had actually intended to celebrate with my dearie&co.Due to some problems occur i decided to go find them instead. Really had a splendid day with them .Ever since since we graduated, we have not seen each other for fucking long.

This lovely place.

Hah his head.

The 8 of us.two missing.

And finally:

1)Dye my hair black .
2)Facial treatment.Good way of pampering myself and unclogged my pores.My face has never been in such a bad condition and it is clearing up for goodness sake.
3)Went for the counselling thingy, a waste of time but no choice i had .
4)A good rest and meet up with dear.

Next off day,7 and 8 jan-meet up with friends go shopping :)

The very last day of 2007, my mind was revolved around with the fond and bad memories. People who are close to me know the struggle within me.It's something not easy for me to overcome with but glad it has finally a load off my mind.I am contented being with my dear, things are getting better.A brand new start for me, hope everything will go smoothly for me as well as the people around me.
Bye 2007 and the unhappiness~

All i want now is happiness.Nothing else shall matter.

2007-12-26T04:57:00.001-08:00

Belated MERRY CHRISTMAS.

Now its 26 Dec 07,Christmas has over .This year christmas eve has been one of the memorable one.Guess who are the ones counting down with me?They are my lovely girlfriends.Thanks to those who actually had the heart to prepare small lil gift for me whereas i did not even present a single one to them =/.And also the Xmas greeting msges.

Off to Bugis first to meet jennifer & friends.Food court to eat my favourite grilled fish.Took photos and i loathed it because there's always none give me with satisfaction.Later on, Meet up with Jolene,Xin Li,Cai Jing,Wi Wi,Ying Hui and Ying Ying.We sat outside Mos Burger a very long time before heading off to Boat quay.Another long procrastination before heading to "Y2" with Rebecca and Xiao bee joining us.BQ was luckily not as crowded as i thought it would be.Playing of sprays were all over the place.Ever since the ban of smoking in pub, this was the only time i smoke in pub.Shiok to be able to smoke and drink at the same time.Martell is our only indulgence.Played 5 ,10 with WiWi most of the time.Hahs for the first time i see her drunk.Atmosphere was spoilt because somthing unhappy happened which i shall not elaborate more. Hope everything is okay by now.After everything has settled, together with jol ,Cai jing & her BF went back to "access room" to join her BF's friends.It was already 4 am plus by then.Played 5,10 while waiting for our turn to sing.Waited for freaking long.5am plus cabbed home with Jol and Dear came to SBW to meet me.^^

With just two hours of sleep , he send me to work $^$^#$^$.Imagine how hard i tried to keep myself alert.Christmas was spent in such a way,working.zzz.Hopefully next year i wouldnt have to work on Christmas.Its so tedious when i think of having to work nonstop till 1jan08.Fucking schedule.Lots of things waiting for me to be done.

Its has been so long since i have so much to say.

To my great disappointment,things didnt turn out the way i wanted.
I doubt you understand.
To a limit, i will say no more.

2007-12-21T06:25:00.000-08:00

@ ROUGE

Had fun with the girls at rouge!Perhaps we will be meeting up on christmas eve. Shall see them soon yeap.Love them :).

Double C

The outing organised for Desmond.He will be going to Taiwan for one year.Hope to see him soon again.Take care.

Year 2008 is arriving!

2007-12-05T07:43:00.001-08:00

Keep me drowning in your love .
What the heart gives away is never gone.

A short Lil update.
The picture above is taken on the 27th. Another fabulous time dancing with the girls at plush .It's also the only pic we had taken together so far.The interview for 02 skin went smoothly.Gave up the handphone job because i realised i am still more into beauty line . Also definitely because of the pay and time.Elated,after six days of work i am finally able to get some good rest at home.I will be station either at Wisma or Square 2 , so guys feel free to drop by if you happen to go there. The people there are friendly except that i loathed working with supervisor around. A hectic schedule for this month thus i wont be online-ing so often. Watch enchanted with dear yesterday night.Enjoyed and the show was rated 4/5. Time flies, we are together for one month plus. Unbelievable~

Pay day faster arrive please, plenty of things caught my eyes.
Alright shall update till here. Lovess

TAGS.
Ying hui:Alright. ^^
xin: too bad cant go partyworld with u all.but will meet u all after work :) SHARON: alright sis.lovess.
ric: u den ah beng!
lex: i am not :) sorry i muz at least noe who are you.
Ying Ying: alright. yeap had fun with u girls. shall go again soon yeap.misses.
Sally: stupid sally! forget me le huh!
Babytears: thanks.lols. sure.loves.
Sofia: i love my lovely too! long time no chat.
Renata: hahas oh its ok. veri troublesome too if i read yr blog.
Jolene: yeap had fun with u girls.now everyone busy working. dun forget me huh.see u on the 18th.loves.

2007-11-20T18:10:00.001-08:00

Tags replied.

Shiney: hahs, i dunnoe you have blog too. okay will link u up soon!

Xin: where got nv come out with u all le siia.but really quite some time bo see u le.Lols.will meet up soon alright. lovess.

Michelle: Alright :)

aloy: hhaas so nice of your tag. yeap. i just update le okay.still rmb ar.long time see one time de fren.lols. see you soon.

winnie: Alright.lovess. :)

adelson: Hey gg dear.u want me to say the full name out?haha. i update le okay. stupid birthday boy.lovesss

pei xian: u long time tag one time ma.so i long time update one time. haha.jk.anyway update le.muz meet up soon okay!

poison wawa: okay sure. lovess.

jolene: so nice to see u again after so long.time pass so fast yeap.thxs for accompanying me go job interview :). lovesss

Renata: helllo i so late den reply. Lol.so now still need to give or you never lock up le.
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UPDATED.

Ages since i last updated.Partly due to my laziness i have been neglecting this blog .I will try to update more often so that it wont rot too long.Lols. My Math paper is over !The day i have been yearning for long. Time to let down my hair and have been doing so over the past few weeks .Staying out till late night,meet up with peeps,shoppings, drinking and clubs .All this enjoyment ended up making me fell ill.Went for Plush and Attica. Had fun dancing with Jolene, Xin,Ying Ying,Ying Hui and Wi Wi. The only thing i want to grumble about is that underage parties management are getting more sucky which is getting on my nerves. There's always commotion happening causing unwanted disruption throughout.zzz.Seemed like i am really down on luck to have kana caught by the HSA again.Fu*k.They really know how to choose time especially during end of the year.How I wish i will turn eighteen soon lahs.

My health is deteriorating, falling sick easily nowadays .With the nourishment and some changes i made, i am finally getting better.Thanks dear for accompanying me when i have to stay at home and rest.I am going broke with the amount of money i spent during each outing.I am hunting for job. Without job, how am i going to have the money to go shopping spree with my peeps yeaps ? Hopefully the interview will be successful.

When things dont go the way you want your mood gets affected even on utterly trivial matter .I have been thinking alots recently.Plenty of thoughts filled me but after pouring it all out to my close ones.Everything's back to normal.Humans are always in contradiction ~ Dont you agree?
Besties and dear are loved by me.

Some pictures :

Sisters .

At Bugis arcade rotting away.

Sian-edddd

Plush.JOLENE and Xin Li.

I think she's gonna kill me if she sees this pic.

The 4 retards.I look so ugly in there.Lols.

Going out soon.Tonight attending Dear BBQ , it was his birthday.
Happy 16th Birthday!

.The love we give out is the only love we can keep.

2007-10-24T01:57:00.001-07:00

That's How Life Goes On.

Clubbing at DXO on Saturday.Meet up at cine and after so much procrastination we headed there. Heaved a sign of relief when we didnt have to queue for very long. All of us were already dripping with sweat even before we stepped in.Guess what? I bumped into ERIC LEE don't know after 213425 years.He is still that bastard.Haha.I reckoned this was the finest party out the party i went at DXO.Danced and danced~Till 3am plus went off and find dear. He's so pig!

Four of us .Lols taken at the toliet there.

The girls.hearts.

Worn out the next day with just a few hours of sleep.But still,i forced myself to attend my grandma birthday celebration.Every year without exception,there will be a outing organised for her celebration.This year was to Choa Chu Kang Farmart and it was interesting for i have never been to there.The greatest joy was when we settled down for dinner after the long exhuasting walk.Lols.Happy 73th birthday,grandma!I love her and everyone does because she's really nice to the everyone of us.

Not much pic uploaded as it's not with me.
My lovess. so cuteeee .

Centre of attraction of the day.my youngest biao mei.

Family photo.Quite a few were missing.

My dearest grandma.

Five more days to my Math paper.
People wish me good luck on that day uhs. (:

Lastly i love dear .
Dont let me let you go .
I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket .

-All, everything that I understand, I understand only because I love.

2007-10-17T08:47:00.000-07:00

Days continue to pass, stars continue to shine.

Three day two night chalet at Paris ris has been a fun one.It was my big sister 21th birthday celebration.So once again Happy Birthday to her!It was a splendid celebration with so many people attending.Loves those lovely night spent with my cousins and some of her friends, the last night was the craziest with the company of liquor&games.Almost everyone was drunk.Lols.And i had a hangover the next morning.zzz.Escape theme park has not been as great as it used to be.We have merely a few rides and we went off.Bonding with my cousins was much more closer.Seldom will we have the opportunity to gather together and party. Cheers to our "cousins ship"~Lols.

The delicious chocolate cake.

Party time..

Me & my biao di.

The last day at there.

Meet up with Sharon last Friday.She was so nice to come down Sembawang to find me.It has been ages since we last met.In the past, she is one of my listening ear who will try to be there for me whenever i need,talking sense into me.So even though we had drifts apart, she is still my favourite mei. Bb mei ar, hope you will your happiness soon because i want to see you happy too.And remember our next outing where we will take a nice picture together.Lovess.

She go and cover her face up!nvm next tym shall take a nicer one.

Looking at the picture below makes me LOL la.It was taken during one of the slacking session at 406 coffeeshop.Lai hock& co from Batok ride bike came find me.We had nothing better to do and thus someone came up with this stupid bet.If they were to pluck a coconut and one of them to open it.I will have to drink the juice. Never did i expect that they will do it and i had to drink.This was the first time in my entire life drinking coconut juice that was plucked from roadside.Lols.

Lai hock .LOL.

From this moment on....
i'm moving on......
.

ADELSON LEE,

you always keep complaining that i dont love you and so i write a special note for you.I'll love you more and more each day okay as long as you are nice to me.Hope things can remain this way where there is not much quarrels.Thanks for the love you have given me.I'll try my best to be a good GF. Loving you since 12/10/07.

*When I go away please listen, for the wind will bring you my words of goodbye.

2007-10-06T07:59:00.000-07:00

If i could escape
And re-create a place as my own world
where fairytales do exist...

Back from Sally's house not long ago.Its always nice to have a short chat and slacking session at her house.We can talk particularly everything under the sun.Thanks to her that i managed to have uploaded the pictures.Have not been blogging for quite some time.So there's many thing for me to talk about. Starting from shopping spree.Last thursday shopping spree has satisfied me.Finally bought some cosmetics that i have raved about.Cost me quite a bomb but its alright for it worth the price.Clothes and cosmetics are the biggest temptation to me.After the o's i shall find a job so that there's always a steady flow of money for me to splurge on whichever things that attract me.

Remembering the ex 4e3 steamboat gathering which was like about one or two weeks ago.Only eight people turned up.We went to Marina south to eat and everyone looks exhuasted and dull at first.Yong Xiang , Val and me kept smoking away till to the boredness.Slowly the atmosphere built up.Crack jokes and laughing away.Cooking the live prawns was the most interesting part, those who are there will know the reason behind it.Hahs.I swear i will do a better job next time.

Today is Chun Kiat 21th Birthday.Happy birthday to him and thanks for his treat.Yesterday he brought the seven of us (Me,Xin Li,Jia Qng,Darry,Wei Jin,Wilson,Daniel) to one of the restaurant at Katong.When we reached there, we had to queue for it even though its alrdy 9pm plus going 10pm.The food there were mouthwatering and rather cheap because there's no GST charge. Which explains why the place was crowded with people.I ordered black pepper grilled fish with house salad and coleslaw. You can see how it looks like on the picture below, the most bottom right hand corner that seemed the lest appetizing one.Lols. But it taste good because i love veggies.The chocolate cake we bought for him is delicious too.Hope he enjoys it.

You either got it or you don't.

Partyworld desire has been fulfilled the last week and the next will be sentosa trip!This outing may not be organised so soon as people are getting busy during this period of time.I guess i have to wait until my o's has finished.It has been 152342 years since i last stepped into sentosa.Clubbing and meet up with my dearest peeps i am looking forward but at the meanwhile, my doom date is arriving.Countdown to 23 days more.

My three precious turtles.All were bought at the different time of this year.

This is the new home i bought for them.Alot of people are saying that i am spoiling them as they are growing fast especially the biggest turtle.Lols which is so true.So now I have to start controlling their diet if not alot of problems will occur. They have been with me for quite some months, feelings do develop in them.Thus my commitment for taking care of them stays.They are so cute larh!Lols.

I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark.

Ending with this pic.Off to sleep.Nights.
LOVESSS

2007-09-25T08:48:00.000-07:00

REMINISCENCE*

-The darkest hour is just before the dawn.

Again, i am quite addicted to drinking and perhaps Friday going DXO drink. In the blink of an eye, i am going to take my o's math exactly same as last year in one month plus time.Like a repeat cycle, mugging at mos burger.But this time round, i must not disappoint myself.Action speaks louder than words. So let's wait till the result out and say.All i know is that my passing rate only 50-50.

Within a year, so much changes going on around me. Some friends come and some friends go , new things appear and some are gone.Though there is no good in goodbye, that's life.No choice but to accept it,isnt it.I am just glad that those peeps i cherish alot still stood beside me , no matter through the good or bad times.They will be there to give me their endless encouragement and advices.All these keeps mi going on, true friends listen to what you dont say.Esp that someone, i shall not mention the name for some reason.Special thanks to him, he is really a great friend for being my almost 24/7 listening ear for this few months. One of the best thing in life is knowing them.Hearts*

The actions of men are the best interpreters of their thoughts.Thus all along i am given an answer.Time has revealed and tells me what to do which is why i have chosen to remain silence all this while. 人在做，天在看.I believe one day , everything will be made known.I will get a clear picture of the doubts i am having.All the disappointment shall become a speck of dust as time goes by.There are many tears in the heart that never reach the eye.Its always too early or its too late.Sometimes once you miss it, it will never be back.Well, maybe its really not meant to be.It's time to move on.Now i only want to keep the beauitful past forgetting all the hurt and bad times. Forgive& never forget.

I want to appreciate the times when moments are made into memories.I want to embrace them.Cherish them.And never forget they come so few and far between.I know that whatever life takes me, moment will always follow.They remind me of what's really important.It's not just life but living.It's the journey ,the desitnation,and all the points in between.And i must admit, i like what i see.

As i walk away, i remember...
& i hope you do.

2007-09-18T12:11:00.001-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO WEI JIN & YONG XIANG !

Chalet

Cheers.

Birthday Boy

The fun night

East coast

BBQ

Foods.

With Loves

Here how it goes:
Attended Wei Jin's chalet and there were around 17 people staying there.So it was rather squeezy and i didnt have a peaceful sleep those night for they are so noisy lurh.I loved it when night time falls.That's when craziness and enjoyment begun,drinking and BBQ are no exception as you can expect.The whole place was blasted with rnb& techno songs making the atmosphere so great.Kinda miss it uhs especially the beautiful scenery.Good times dont last, it ended so quickly.Most of the people there or which i could say, everything are okay only that i wanna cursed that knnb pcb who spoiled my day.As for Yong Xiang's advanced birthday celebration, organised a BBQ.Went to Sun plaza Fairprice to buy the food and stuffs.All of us were like aunties carrying alot of plastic bags.Lols. A hassle for all the preparation but it's worth doing as the hard work is paid off .We enjoyed and i am awaiting for more of such event.

Recently i am getting pretty lazy to blog thus the post is random.My sleeping time is so messed up,active in the night and tired in the day.No school, no time restriction.Lols.Anyway I wanna go on a shopping spree and sentosa with my dearest friends soon.So much more to say but my eyes are closing.Alright, turning in now.Nights.

-There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.

2007-09-11T03:00:00.001-07:00

DEAR DIARY,

Here i am to update.Guess it's gonna be a busy week this week with a number of events coming up.Flu and sore throat visited me due to the numerous days of late sleeps and its really awful to fall sick.Shall turn in early and smoke less for the sake of getting well.Talking about my hesitation,in the end,I did turn up for the party at Velvet and i enjoyed dancing with the girls esp with Rebecca&co,Cai Jing,Shirley,Mei Shi,Xiao Shan!It was a right decision to go.Over the week, catched a movie,Premonition. Rated fucking poor which i highly recommened people not to watch it.The storyline is so confusing. Saturday tonning at the lan shop was driving me nuts cuz i was trembling with cold throughout the night~It must be one of the reason causing me to be down with flu.darm it.Yesterday was supposingly to be studying session with my besties and it ended up chit-chatting session.Hahs.We just simply cant resist the temptation of gossiping lurhs.And nighttime, one alien named adelson invaded sembawang for visting.Spouting nonsense all the way and poor him to have waited around 20 minutes for a cab in the lonely midnight.Hahs!Tml going amk play pool and maybe watching movie with Jia sheng.Anticipating for Yong Xiang's Bdae celebration on Thursday and Wei jin's chalet,not going to be at home from Friday to Sunday.Lots of stuffs waiting for me to pack,hope its gonna be fun.

I am satisfied with the way things are now,i am not going to fret over any problems.Just let nature take its course.I have come to term with it. I have my friends around, nice besties and friends that i can confide in.Whats more can i ask for.The more you seeked the less happy you will be.So just cherish what i have now, not going to lose anything else more.I love love them !

Part of growing up is getting past the hard times*

Li yong,Vionna,Cai jing and Me.

Lovess

At Velvet.

Kewei

Here's how I play, here's where you stand .

2007-09-03T06:48:00.001-07:00

Look up at the sky, every heart is shining on today.

Time seemed to have passed very quickly nowadays. Felt that i have done nothing much over the week and its gone.

Friday

ME & YONG XIANG.

Went back to Canberra and the feeling is so great.Reminisce the times when i was still studying in there, having lots of fun with my besties.Glad that didnt bump into those idiotic teachers i doesnt want to see.Saw quite a number of ex canberrans, had a lil catch up with them .Its marvellous to see them again after so long.After the performance ended , my besties & i went shopping at orchard.Sally didnt manage to come.Headed to far east,shopped around, bought only one item.Nothing particular caught our attention.zzZ.Sze Ying and Pei xian are big sinners becuz with them around ,i always eat alot.Lols.Our dinner was at cine, pastamania, creamy chicken as usual.After that trained back to our kampong .The rest headed home left yong xiang and me.Going home of course is not the right time yet,went 7 11, buy beers and cigarettes to have our slacking session.Slacked at canal there, nice atmosphere but was kinda spoilt with the presence of one group of guys.Heart to heart chat.Till 11 pm plus we went home.Wonderful day out with them.Love them!

I hearts them lots.

Saturday
Get up in the afternoon and online for awhile.Was feeling superby tired and went back to sleep till 8pm something.Bathed and prepared, was going partyworld sing till morning.Meet up with xin li, wilson and desmond at orchard to have our dinner at cine, steak house.Awhile later yong yuan and his gf joined us. So the six of us went in the room at 1 am slot, its really a hassle to keep going out the room to smoke when you are having a whale of time inside.i thought this only applied to pub.Dumb me.This time round , none of them chose old songs to sing. HAHA.well, maybe due to the fact some lame jokers didnt come.The only song that keeps on running on my mind is "死了都要爱".it laughed my head out lahs. But when i keep listen to it, its actually a very sad song.Nice!Sing till 5am plus and cabbed home.

Before going out.

Many are now busily dealing with their studies and work, so much to catch up with them after the exams."Velvet dragon "still pondering whether to go or not.15342 years didnt go clubbing lerh, miss those fun night!

At Marina.

LOVESS.

2007-08-26T05:27:00.001-07:00

TAGS ARE REPLIED*

Renata : Yes. hahs. clever .

Adelson: ALIEN.li hai la found my blog.lols diam la don step you scare. ask whrs yr fish ball ar, den i shall ask uee whrs my fish soup lor.lols

Mable: no i am not. and yes after so long saw u again. we even hug :DD lovess.

Passer by: its "another you."

Sharon: BB mei! after yr exams or what ehh. nowadays u seems so busy.also never see you online.lols.so muz meet up one of the days.n of course i am wu xim :).lovess.

Sofia: lols, boring leiis thats why den go ma.thanks my dearest lovely.so sweet of u . lovess

Xin: everything should be okay le ba. u also noe his pattern de ma.lols.of course i will meet u out de but u starting work already, still dare say!hahs.

Fergus: Hello heavy smoker !

Passer-by: eye liner its brought from watson. and the eye shadow i didnt have shiny grey one.its frm missha.

Jolene: alright. my dearie is not the most wu xim cans :DD see you soon.lovess

Passer by: 160-163 i tink.

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*Things turned out fine i reckon.

Knowing the sands of time are running out and i did put in a lil more effort for my math.Though it was a last min work,people dont look down on me for the time being leys.Lols.I will try to mug hard to prove. Friday went to the usual places but the atmosphere is like so different this time round. Town is getting boring .Saturday was actually going partyworld but i doubt i can wake up in the early morning with just a few hours of beauty sleep. Thus i give it a miss ,went to amk instead.I did not regret at the end of the day.Jennifer and Iris came find me after my friend left.its quite fun.but aww, again see my friends play pool at funland .Nothing much to rant about just that i wont want to go golden mile anymore.Lols! What a kuku place.=.= Seeing them play pool till morning can realli bored to death man cuz there's nothing else better to do! And darm the singtel network for giving me problems.Ytd night messages which were supposed to receive till now den i receive it, all at one go.wtf~Today staying at home the whole day watching tv, one of the show happens to be"liao zhai".This puts me in a pretty penny of thoughts.There's reason behind it of course for that , i know its rather redundant.so tml gonna be a better day. hahas.

Off to continue my tv marathon and chat.

I miss my besties. i want to see them real soon.
After all i found out that they are still the best to me :DD.

Lastly this video is taken that time outside the "three sisters " huanted house out of boredom.i get it from chun yao. its darm stupid so i shall upload it here.lols.

LOVESS*

2007-08-22T02:32:00.000-07:00

Okay, here's a short post for ERIC LEE since he is so "nice" to have posted things about me inside his blog.

PS:Congrats, finally yr probation come to an end lerh.
Hope u will commit crime again and tio caught.
I'm waiting.Lols!

*Tags will be replied soon.

难过却说不出口.
there was so much that your heart just couldn't see,
but time's been healing me and I say goodbye.

2007-08-19T04:13:00.000-07:00

Gosh, i 'm dead beat.I have been tonning and drinking for the past two consecutive days.

Friday went Liquid , jio-ed by marcus &co.Their ex boss must be quite loaded to have given the treat.Hahs.Played games & fcuk it larh, keep on losing,drink&drink!Some were drunk and fortunately i was not , just abit tispy.Lols.One by one left.After that went Jalan kayu eat roti prata.Left jolene,adrain,marcus and me going to seng kang to slack.Xiao jess & her friend came find us and slacked till first train arrived :).

Saturday was to destiny pub to drink the balance of the liquor, headed there after so much hesitation.Lols.Suay enough to have none of my friends staying at the north.At first there was onli the four of us, den three of darry's friends came ,soon des and one of his friend reached.If not, noone is there to kill my boredom.Lols.At there chill out till the pub closed , darry's friends left first.We went to eat, chatted at a place nearby.Till 6am plus they sent me to MRT and home sweet home!

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Pictures taken on Wednesday,went Vivo and watched "the Secret", it was quite a pretty nice show but i still prefered "alone" more . Hahs. Overall it was not a boring day with the four lame and humorous guys around.Let the pictures do the talking.

Vivo .

2007-08-12T22:39:00.001-07:00

It's 10 20 am now and i am just back from tonning.
Couldnt get to sleep, so well, come here to blog.

The photo on National Day eve where we were wearing almost the same.Red is an absolute need.Hahs.

summary of how my saturday was spent.
The whole afternoon was at bugis arcade with Yong Ren & co. Lols, they kept on occupying the Rock Fever 5 machine, credits after credits. Waited for Ken to come, and i set off to Cine at around 7 plus. Was supposed to catch a movie but left front row niiaz, so dropped the idea.Slacked at Kpool there, seeing he & his friends pak pool and cai jing came find me. We chatted till cai jing left ard 11 and they sent me to MRT station there to meet Xin Li.

I was going Barli House to drink ! Went in there around 2am plus and the bunch of people finally came. Surprisingly Renata and Linda came too,Linda's friends was also Xin's friends.Though not all were, but ended up all become friends. They popped up with the idea of going to the so called "Three sisters" huanted house near Cine. Xin was reluctant to go and so Renata,Linda , me and the 8 guys(forget some of their names.lols) went niiaz. At first it was darm hilarious, we kept repeating come out of the bulding when we heard sounds. Worst still was that we were already petrified and the guys still want to frighten us .=.=lols.

After the exploration, we went to Cine buy drinks and slacked.
7am plus, 5 guys left and left only 3 steady guys who cabbed with us to sembawang.
Went back to Barli house find Xin li and she was very drunk.
Had a real hard time sending her home.Lols.
So the remaining of us went to have our breadfast at Sun Plaza mac.
Slacked,Chatted, Listened to their whole load of craps and so on.Lols.
Till 9am plus, they train-ed home and we went home too.

Was dog-tired but had lots of fun with that bunch of people. :))

Off to sleep. Nights!

2007-08-06T04:38:00.000-07:00

weekends are gone again!
I loathe sunday x 123456789.... times though i cant fathom why.
Mostly will be rotting at home since no mood to go out as well.
Doubt many will feel the same too.

So as usual friday and saturday meet up with my girls to town and bugis.
There's always fun and laughters, never ending gossip.HAHS

P.H.O.T.O.S WITH WINNIE,XIAO JESS,ALVIN,ALOY N JAVIER.

(i look weird inside thus i combine all the pics.lols

And for Today:
Went out study with Sze Ying and Pei Xian at mos burger.
Wasnt really studying much but bet its definitely better than doing nothing right.
I want to pass my math larh~

ps:Ping Hui,sister, remember our date. go to your house and drink like the past! =)

Who says i am feeling down.
In fact i am very HAPPY.

Ignorance is bliss.

Nothing much to verbalise anymore.
Nights guys, i will update whenever i am free.LOVESSS

2007-07-31T00:50:00.001-07:00

FINALLY 17 !

when the time pass 12, i am warmly greeted by mani wishes.I was realli elated for those i did not expect that they will remember my birthday and they actaully did.The presents i received this year are much much unique and memorable compared to last year .lols.Really appreciate and touched,thanks once again^^.

GET RID OF THESE BLUES
Single again for this year birthday,hopefully next year it's gonna be special.Haha.I would still prefer to hunt slowly for my Mr.right than to rush to it.Truthfully,i hope this year i would be spending my birthday with is him*.Sadly, this has not turned into reality,it was other who gonna spend with me.And of course i was not filled with dismay, we had broke up for quite some time.Just to say that, i have been one year older and my thinking shall change .These few months despite umpteen times trying to salvage the relationship, i still failed and its badly failed.I have not pinned on any hope like how i used to do because my task now is to get him out of my mind.Sounds so easy and yet it takes such a long period of determination and courage.so unbelievable, flame turn to dust.in the blink of an eye, everything is no longer the same.the beautiful days with him turned to history and be a part of memories.it's so tired holding on something that wont come back.the pain accumulated over the time.who will know how deep the wound has gone to, no one will but myself.time shall be the healer, eliminate away the sorrows that is kept inside my heart.the next relationship i should thus cherish it very much because i want to show what i did not show out in the past.i dont want this word exist.REGRET.

you are engraved on my mind*
If I could only hold you now and make the pain just go away.
i'll keep on trying to find my way.
i need a miracle.

i shall end my post here.going out with someone to watch movie.take care guys :)

2007-07-30T22:58:00.000-07:00

MEMORABLE DAY~

Thanks these peeps for coming and the presents.lovess~

Sze Ying,Pei Xian,Yong Xiang,Valeries,Xin Li,Xiao Lao Shu,Hong Ling,Limin,Jolene,Javier,Daniel,Darry,Desmond,Wilson,Arain,Wei jin.

MY HAPPY ADVANCED B'DAE CELEBRATION ^^

Time to update this rusty blog of mine.

Celebrated my birthday on the last saturday eating steamboat at Marina South!Though i was abit dissappointed that some of my good friends did not turn up due to some reasons. Afterall it's still the heart that matters right.Hahs.

Meet my dearie at amk mrt station around four plus,train down to bugis to find Xin Li&co.Stepped into the arcade, saw alot of peeps that normally hangout at Sun Plaza were at there too .Partly they were there to celebrate Elwin's birthday .so HAPPY BIRTHDAY yeap!Yakking with them till Xiao Lao Shu & co came. Then the 8 of us went bugis street jalan.Li Min and Jolene suddenly had the desire to pirece their belly thus we proceed to the shop where i last work at.I must have been seeing things when my ex-boss and boss lady talk to me.=.=It was hilarious throughout the pirecing process,everyone was uttering nonsense, laughing so loud like nobody's business.Something happened*shall not mention what. Hahas.After that winnie & lao shu' fren left.

The steamboat time almost slipped my mind.Wei Jin , Arain and Wilson were already at marina south waiting for quite some time,getting impatient. So we quickly rushed back arcade to find Xin Li &co and train down together.Finally by nine plus, i get everyone to settle down, it was not an easy task.lols. Hong Ling,Jolene, Xiao Lao Shu and Limin did not eat. It's so sweet of them to come still ~ We cut the cake first before it melts.It was so embarassing when i stand on the chair while they sang me the birthday song.Somebody's stupid idea~.So many people were looking at me lorh.Bumped into my sch's friends at the toilet, so long since i last saw them.Dealing with the live prawns was the most interesting part,the expression on our face.Laughs*ten something, one by one left and left onli xin li&co.

Wei Jin,Darry,Wilson,Des , Xin and i went destiny pub chill out, something is bottling me up , i drown my sorrows but was unsuccessful because i was not drunk.Thanks Wei Jin, Darry and Des for trying to cheer me up.2am something cabbed home with xin li and a girl working there,Yu Yin .had a nice chat. We talked about alot of things throughout the ride, she is just one year older than me.Well maybe we would see each other again perhaps at destiny pub ? Had an enjoyable day.^^ I LOVES YOU GUYS!

PHOTOS:

michelle*

javier*

hong ling*

limin*

xiao lao shu*

at destiny pub*

i wish upon a star*

2007-07-10T08:37:00.000-07:00

my blog is going to rot for some time perhaps*

after some thoughts decided not to put password anymore.
instead i am having one more new blog url but it's gonna be private,
noone is linked in there and onli a few peeps who are close to me will know.

guys wait for mi to tell u yeap !

this blog should be temporary left to rot.
think by the time i blog back, it's going to be dead, all my readers are gone.LOL.
but nvm larh,
didnt want to delete it becuz beautiful memories lies within .

some photos to upload:

lovely <33

mi & jolene dearie <33

mi & xiao lao shu :DD

finally get to meet.lols

kewei&javier

at cine take derr :)

chris, me,cai jing,jolene,jasmine,renata, going home.lols

One more night I wanna to be with you .

I still feel your touch in my dreams

so far away.

You are all I can remember After all that we’ve been throughForever in my heart.Now I’m throughAnd truth is like November.Still can’t believe it’s true.Too long we’ve been apart.

140407 , the day i stand alone.
the day i told myself i must learn to be strong.
n i am still learning.
he's happy now and i could see
all the best to him *

4 july 07

2007-07-04T09:50:00.000-07:00

in the blink of an eye, i have been working at bugis street for 2 weeks plus lerh .That was realli fast.now to compare, bugis street and toa payoh, i would still prefer bugis street though its far, cause its definitely much more fun .

and its time for mi to be thrifty!
recently spent so much on shopping. i am broke. HAHA.

i miss my friends alot :).

think soon, i am going to put password in my blog.
onli ppl who are close to me will be able to acess to it.
so that i can say what i like and express what i feel freely :)

2007-06-25T08:46:00.000-07:00

its raining heavily right now.
how nice would it be to be walking in the rain.
when no one can see the tears i shed.

It seems like only yesterday,
You wiped away my tears,

Now Im all alone in the rain,
letting the raindrops to wipe my tears away

And late at night I called your name,
To chase away my fears.

a vision of what used to be the laughter, the sorrow pictures in time fading to memories~
confuse*

2007-06-24T11:43:00.000-07:00

TAGGIES ARE REPLIED.

girl: haas thanks u too :)

pei xian:enjoy myself ! u , sally, sy not stdy de so early left lerh. lovesss

meow:haha yes i do miss u okay. see u outside 7 11 one day.LOL

tracy:mei, i didnt forget u lurh :) but i dun have yr blog link lerh, no more blog or change?

sally:hehs. MISS U ALL.

renata:haas didnt call mi siia uee.

shirley:ya. was so surprise to see u at my shop! lovess

jeremy:thanks lerh stupid. =D

10june 07

2007-06-09T23:36:00.000-07:00

today when i wake up, feel so refreshing la. haas so i am here to blog. nowadays my post is realli darm so sad de lurhs. and its true that it is consists of sorrows but as well as HAPPINESS. when working, get to know some nice peeps. and i miss the most is rini n mei xin . lol cause working at tpy, the fking darm wu lu place, they seemed to be the onli ppl close to my age.at the same time i am also missing the times when i was working alone,the numerous hours i spent on chatting on the fone.haa

after quitting, it is the most enjoying period, sleep as long as i want, go out as late as i want, no restriction at all.this period get to know quite alot of ppl.without friends, i tink my world will be totally black.loves the time spent at partyworld,rounding (ppl bring mi de la.lols), shopping,club n pub.wanting to go more n more ! n i think i have make the right choice not gg DXO ytd cause ppl who went there say suxs.

my hair is BLACK now, no more blonde.i tell the hairdresser to dye brown, it becomes so black.fk up! it will fade as i wash my hair.so dun be surprise when u see mi.lols

anticipating for the following tue , fri n sat to come. MOS, going out with my besties and pub celebrating my dearie's birthday!

SOME FOTO: sum haven get frm ppl.

loves ^^

kewei n xiao lao shu <33

kewei n javier. BENDAN

ZOUK. fun night ^^

LAUGHS.

FRIENDS =)

i am sick. argg~ ages since i fall ill.faster recover la.

我要的快乐 , 谁能给.

8 june 07

2007-06-08T13:54:00.000-07:00

so many things have happened this past few weeks. this point of time came to realise many thing.in term of the two kind of relationships, friendship n bgr. friends do influence our thinking, and perhaps even change our life entirely.it depends on the type of group u are mixing with, sum may give u gd advice or sum just lead u to the wrong path. but what matters most is that we follow our heart, we do thing with our conscious clear. seen through alot of things, yeap time has show everything.when u really have the time to calm down and think bk the things u do, whether is it right or wrong, it will eventually lead us to an answer. sumtyms we do things out of rash, we never tink of the consequences and thats why we will have regrets in life.everyone makes mistake,the only thing we can do is to learn frm it n never repeat it.love turned to hatred, this phrase is indeed so true.why dont each other take a step backward and gibe each other a bigger space to breathe so that it wont be ended up a tragic end.i do believe,what goes around comes around. 人在做，天在看。sumtyms some words is better to be left unspoken becuz it will be realised through etc.

我能了解，我不恨。

friends shine during the darkest period of life, loves.

22 may07

2007-05-22T08:17:00.001-07:00

the two cute name. xiao hai zi and xiao huang gua.lols

the one on the left had died

beautiful memories he brought.

misses to my fav, xiao hai zi~

tml off =D
i wan to go shopping soon.

21may07

2007-05-20T19:36:00.000-07:00

finally had a chance to be ride by my fren.
i wan to sit on a bike again . haha n go rounding.
so fun~

17may07

2007-05-17T10:03:00.000-07:00

身边有太多风景我却停在这里
说我傻的可以还不是因为你.

Baby I love you and i'll never let you goBut if I have to boy I think that you should knowAll the love we make can never be eraseAnd i promise you that you will never be replaced

2 days more to 19th.
a special day .

15 may 07

2007-05-15T08:35:00.000-07:00

boy,

i know i am nothing significant to you anymore.
and now, i am onli just fading away from your liife.
but forgive mi for not being able to forget you.
every night i will wait for a miracle that u will msg mi,
but the person always turned out not to be you.
every day i will walk pass yr house waiting for a miracle to see you.
but the day never come.
i hope its just a dream , a dreadful nightmare but not a reality.
five months plus may be a short period.
but to mi its long. every single day is filled with loves n happiness.
you show mi the meaning of love and teach mi how to love.
you are the onli star that i can see that is shining so brightly in the sky.
images of you linger on my mind.
every corner will have memories of you and mi.
the fun and laughter.
-the first time cooking together with loved one
-the first tym doing couple ring and having couple t shirt.
-the first tym teared for each other.
-the first tym staying at love's house.
-the first tym celebrating valentine's day , christmas, new year with love
-the first tym having such a long relationship
-the first tym going so many ups and downs with love
-the first tym spending so much tym together with love
-the first tym doing stupid , silly things with love.
-the first tym decorating room with love one.
-the first tym been embrace in love's arm till sleep.
-the first tym deeply in love
-the first tym spending every single day with love
i miss your hugs and kisses.
on 19/10/06 ,you are the first guy who hold my hand and feel yr heart ,letting mi noe how much i meant to u.
the day u told mi u will never leave mi and we will last.
i have never forgot it, but will u still rmb.
our promises? haish all have to be forgotten.
i know its my fault to have unreasonable attitude n nelgect yr love towards mi.
believe mi that i have changed.
even though u have ignored mi, treating mi like a stranger, hurting mi alot
i'm still loving you .

I could never regret loving you because even if you didn't love me anymore,
I know that you once did and that is the most wonderful feeling

我一直都在你身后等待等你有一天回过头看我

how i wish u will appear right infront mi .

12 may 07

2007-05-12T08:45:00.000-07:00

as the time pass by, hopes vanish.

Aku rindu segalamu,
aku akan berada apabila engkau need
rmb my promise to u
Aku cintaku,
pick.

10 may 07

2007-05-10T08:47:00.001-07:00

if noone will make mistake.
how great it will be.

if everyone is given a chance.
how perfect it will be

if love will ever come bk.
how awesome it will be.

if u gave mi one chance to tell you how i was feeling
i will sing to you and tell you i wont
live my life without you

if u gave mi one chance to tell you how i was feeling
i would hold your hand and look into yr eyes
and you know i'd never let you go.

everything starts with if.
cuz in reality ,it didnt happen.

its the sixth day walking that path .thing remains the same.
i'll still make it a point even without him there.
the path is full of our memories.
wo hui an jing de ai zhe ta.
yin wei wo bu hui zai ran ta bu kuai le.